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 Devoted Minion was created one and a half years ago.
I wrote a real Life Fanfiction and needed a Username for my Character on Twitter.
Now that it was a "Supernatural" Real Life Story and Misha Collins calls his Followers Minions, i created Devoted_Minion and also made this Twitteraccount just for the Copyright.
In the Meanwhile i´m known with this name everywhere.

If i could change it, i would go back to my usual nickname Anglo layer.
Created back in 2005 or 2006, when i needed a name for my Mailaddy and Buffy for the forum, i was in.
This name is a creation from my two favorite TV shows "Buffy" (Slayer) and "Angel" .. Never thought about what those two names together mean, but i loved it;)

... and still do!

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TELYACHA MOVA

Originally posted by ub_mybrend at TELYACHA MOVA

or someone humiliated state of Ukraine.

Tonight, all the news broadcast breaking news. Event occurred at his dramatic and terrible, which eclipsed the attack in "Domodedovo". nightmarish traffic cop committed a grave crime! He called MOVU - TELYACHEY! BYT already inflamed to such a degree that required the Minister of the Interior, Mogilev, apologies for the traffic police Sgt.

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Pyrrhic victory

Originally posted by varjag_2007 at Pyrrhic victory

happened today misunderstood by many events - significant victory for the nationalists and svidomyh on the language front. Set a precedent - now every man after staged provocation will be dismissed with the phrase "for contempt state language. "

I mean history , when a traffic policeman, without clarifying the circumstances and conduct of the case was dismissed from the police for being that he "allowed himself to public display of disrespect for the state language, thus discrediting the rank of a police officer." In other words, according to fired, the police did not discredit the torture of detainees, not a police chief who shot down pedestrians with impunity, not mired in corruption, police, but the fact that traffic cop on duty said that provocateur , filmed confession inspectors of dislike for the state language, wanted law enforcement officers stopped his car. According to the chief traffic cop of the city, a man drove Harbor by Lanzheronovskoy. Before GAI post he stopped, then suddenly pulling out. Joker has done this procedure several times until law enforcement has not responded to his efforts.

under different circumstances and in a different context, I would be outraged if it just "struggling with the bay," my language offended. And all share the view, contained respected ub_mybrend . But here, as is evident from the video, pure provocation. Also, I know that without broad advertising there is a movement for Ukrainization country called " Zrobimo kraїnu With Ukraine!" , having lawyers who help legal volunteers documentation and. legal, informational and organizational support. Some reketirskie assaults on trading enterprises and medical areas izozheny me this stuff - " Ukrainization Kiev on the march ". There are sections on "(!!!) supervision over the implementation of legislation on the language," "Shares of movement, where the facts laid out their victories. As a final "victory" called dismissal Sergeant Sweden.

As I wrote above, Nationalists are now celebrating the "victory". But this victory is Pyrrhic. Because it is made of regular (and small) step toward breaking up the country. How many are still left?

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gav_1988 @ 2011-01-26T19: 05:00

Some time ago, Medvedev spoke, and said that it is time to pay more attention to Russian culture in general and the Russian nation, then there is little played in nationalism. Even a little earlier, he acknowledged the election Batko Lukashenko advantageous to us, but it is very disadvantageous west, and even Plus Putin promised preferential subsidies for gas for Belarus. There were even some shazhochki.
short, good students strayed slightly from the hands of foreign hands, played in independence.
Now they once again decided to recall - who is the master of the house.

very next day after Medvedev's sensational statement on the Russian issue, the EU leaders make some kind of resolution, in which Abkhazia and Ossetia appeared as "occupied territory of Georgia" (which earlier in the formal papers, not write). Georgian "politics" even in their happiness did not believe.

And now the attack.

I do not need to explain that the book and disburse such terrorist attacks "our American partners." Everything happens exactly as it was during the Afghan war of the eighties. Then the Americans and the Brits just well armed and disburse terror against us, but it was in the mountains of Afghanistan. And in the nineties it all just moved to the Caucasus. But again, on western money collected scum from around the world, and though there are among the "militants" and the Caucasian natives, but the instructor is, mostly - are foreign. Organizes all is outside of the Pentagon plan, in short, just as in the eighties.
And the strategy of "containment of Russia" on the march again, going again All the same wrecking campaign rocking situation in the North Caucasus, fanning hatred in Russia. And now there is full of short-sighted people among us who will make up for anxiety and to blame some "evil people from the North Caucasus." For some reason the North. On this count Our American "partners."
Do you think it should someone from themselves Caucasians?
Freely you do not! The war at home nobody wants!
But the American "elite" it is profitable, she dreams of that North Caucasus has been separated from Russia, so there could stick of NATO military bases, radar, nuclear missiles and other things, that Russia was like at gunpoint, and of course plan to bring up a fierce hatred of Highlanders, in relation to Russian, just as it happens in Estonia and Latvia. Only the Caucasus - not Estonia, everything is fire!
and the Division of the North Caucasus from Russia, Americans expect to get the transit corridors delivery of oil, and Caspian oil itself, how to get Iraq.
And there is, unfortunately, is no doubt that all this again and again, continuing "Victory in the Cold War, all of us and" win ", our Western" partners ", leaves have not yet won.
Someone from American journalists, recently wrote: "What could be more ridiculous and short-sighted than the strategy to reduce Russia's influence in her own boundaries!? But we continue to do this on this stand huge amounts of money! "America has long lived in debt, but still can not stop funding anti-Russian campaign, and in the CIS and in Russia itself, sometimes very aggressive shares.
And it all happens for a pattern to the usual scheme, spent a long time.

Today in Washington, someone will come and report back, saying that all failed, even on Russian exchanges have lost interest, that the Russian again in nervous panic. And in Moscow someone umoetsya tears that can not be deterred.
And because the U.S. and Britain are on the brink of default! In March the U.S. will not be raised borrowing limit new debt, then in the summer they will have to declare bankruptcy. Although, perhaps, loud events like yesterday's, and a good red herring for the "smart" democratic gentlemen, the leading "information War and distracting attention from the deepening crisis of the dollar. These gentlemen now, it seems, do not argue that he was preparing and arming the militants, killing our guys in Afghanistan. And apparently, continue to train suicide bombers to Russia in an attempt to split the Caucasus and undermine our stability.
And then they still wonder: "Well, why wait for the collapse of the pyramid as the dollar empire and the end of American influence?»

Someone reported on the next job done, someone washed with tears.
war continues, soon would it end ...

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EXPLOSIONS IN Makiivka

Originally posted by ub_mybrend at EXPLOSIONS In Makeevka

IN WHOM ARE FLYING FRAGMENTS?

worth it in the morning, bang explosions in Makeyevka as Mme Tymoshenko and her staff spotted like Sobolev, immediately rushed to blame the government. In the afternoon, from TV screens, print and electronic media rushed absurd charges, he says, power organized the blasts to divert people's attention from pressing problems.



Personally, I take great doubts that the degenerate - Bandera or selfish idiots who voted for Tymoshenko will be able to divert from their precious persons, some explosions in Makeyevka. At best, a couple of seconds, will cause maliciously grin.



I do not want someone to blame or excuse, to understand the story, after all, should law enforcement agencies. Want to consider completely other aspect of this problem.

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Quo vadis, Ukraina?

Originally posted by varjag_2007 at Quo vadis, Ukraina?

Ukraine Kiev.Prazdnovanie day zluki.Ofitsialnaya part. imprinted flackelf .

official part.
organized the Party of Regions.




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.. Just get update

Hey,

here before I upgrade the whole work in progress updates, where I beat my head must work hard first, because that part for so long ago: Here
short info how about me going (and yes, I am trying to press to write down the date, because I J so incredibly lacking, I will not give in on how he dealt with me !!).. .. you understand, when ye read!

I'm all in short shit right.
The last few days were horrible, I've shown Siggi J done a jealousy scene and then made up with him.
Siggi grad tries everything to make me happy and I'm just vor'm collapse.
Children are stressful, I have to finally decide tomorrow what I want and I fear now, I build shit again and decide wrong and the worst is really that Jessica makes immense anger and I am genuine with my power at the end.

In the holidays I'm with Jessica as often as possible, practicing writing, arithmetic and reading, because it was so agreed with the teacher.
Everything was great. She has participated well and is also working since then and I thought the problem was finally solved.
But on the first day the problems started again, and for exactly 2 weeks now, they simply denied everything.
I've tried with rewards, they have tried to lure that they nÄ. Weekend for their grandmother can, but all in vain.
It is so wrong is escalating and that the teacher on Monday or Tuesday has since called Child Protection Services because Jessica refused any cooperation and this morning got a call from him and he said that tomorrow is a school psychologist and Looks like Jessica is then ne special school.

Do you know how ready I do it? Jessica could mean anything. The, the long, and now they just do not want ne Depp school?

I could so throw up in the triangle.

Thank God, the youth from the Office regarding a I changed and was very nice and accessible. We have already the woman Pscherer that the 4 weeks, we called, which is tomorrow, but still.
Here everything is so wrong, I stand in the middle and can not continue to sit and watch as helpless and I'm simply no energy left.

It's all too much, hectic and stress. I think that if there was tomorrow, I will, as I suggested Siggi first real pack my things and go to my mom and a week off .. Although I am not comfortable about it, but I have to, otherwise I freak out.
Moreover, the course the reason why I made connection with J.
I need the extra free head, I need to know what I want what is best for me and especially do I get my life back in the right direction.

That was first then the shortest summary I can give you. Must go tomorrow with Siggi to Auerbach to the police, home, clean up, wash more clothes, boxes to unpack and noon is the woman Pscherer.

wish me luck!

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Entry 11:01:11:

Hey,

Only short update today.
I hate my ex and I love # MrSexy. End! * Lol *
Well that's what concerns me grad and that was the short version of it.

Seriously now: Yesterday started back to school and my daughter must have once again listed, probably because the teacher said to her that she could equally well be left out and they came yesterday also very LUC Glad home and beamed, "Mom, the teacher said I can stay home!"
You know what annoy me about it? Not the fact that the teacher said that or she has behaved, but because He is the reason why.
He is already at 5 on to sit down at the PC to run 7:10, he then in J's room and yells at her to it ill that she should move her ass.
I hate him so much and abysmal. After he fabricated the yesterday, he is like the King himself to the Pc and boasts around "Well I have a great life, make a thick trousers on, do nothing all day, but every month I get my money-I call the child-care leave "
Worse yet, start now that JP has to go on the pot-ER he takes off his diaper, he puts down the pot and that's it ..
me sick at the way you know.
I'm still there, but we've moved, it must be done so much and I come on to unpack not behind. Here are stacked the boxes and actually still does nothing at all, because I'm always here to yell at him because he speaks to the children so myself and worrying about the kids, in addition to the budget.

yesterday again so awesome. I tell him we need to call an early joint venture. Because he did not want to move at all, I did it but gave me no information because He is the applicant.
I call him he will say, he means "Yes, yes I'll do it!"
I get so nen neck, because that is so important and there is no "yes I'll do it" has now made be.
My little yesterday was so hungry, who has sought even in the garbage for food.
I was so down with the nerves, I first watched that I give him something to eat, have house rules made and then argued with Siggi because he just would not call the joint venture.
I was really short turn vor'm. Finally, he called
yet and it was said again, they call back. He simply takes the
down so after he has eaten all the food my children. I could puke.
Then I got in his car but actually found money, told him we need to bissi was einkaufen und dann muss er gucken wie wir das überbrücken, bis endlich unser Geld kommt, ich kann niemand fragen, ich hab niemand und meine Mom kann mir nix mehr geben.
Dann will der mich doch tatsächlich in seiner Schrottkarre rumfahren, die eh nimmer geht, also stritten wir weil er sagt die Bremse ist nicht kaputt.
Ja sorry, wenn ich auf die Bremse trete und da tut sich nichts, ist irgendwas dran kaputt oder seh ich Idiot, der doch einfach die Fresse halten soll, da er selbst kein Führerschein hat und sich folglicherweise nicht auskennt, das falsch??
Naja er sich net bewegt, die Zeit vergangen,also bin ich dann selbst um 17.16 Uhr mit dem Bus gefahren und um 18.24 mit the bus back.
I hate him. I hate him and wish he would abysmal die miserably.
Especially as I said yesterday, "The bread is not eaten again, that's for the kids" and he looks me but to all serious and said, "Yes I can do nothing if the kids eat up everything!" What a fucking wanker
antisocial.
I do not know what happens if the net is finally bugger off!

The only thing that keeps me really still in a good mood is my J.
By yesterday I have also written because of the age of just over nothing to keep lists and as he owned the house.
J then asked me if I come to him Wednesday morning, he wants to do general cleaning in the house, but only 2 1 / hours.
Lord Sweetie and it would be just 5 minutes .. The main thing I see you and can even short of the whole shit off ... Yes, the problem is that yesterday, after we have posted all day, was something provocative and somehow it is so that he will always blocks and now I'm back at the point where I think I've got it exaggerated and he wants me no more.
But he has to. I go without underlying J.
I love him so much and if I did not have more, I'm also tired of something.

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shittiest Christmas and?? New Year's Eve is not!

This entry is up from 01 January. I only had not been time to make the ready!

Did I even mention that I hate my ex?
I hate him from day to day, but I can not, throw it out simply because I know he does not destroy me.
THAT is a fact. Without me he is nothing and nothing gets their act together.

I do not know why I feel so and still feel sorry for him, but it's like that and I can not jump over my shadow, even if I know that it would be better.

Christmas was once again a superb example of how abysmally shitty it is ..
Since late November, I told him we have to go to Amberg to buy Christmas presents. Day after day I've annoyed him, especially since the beginning of the month I always do all errands must, because the money happens to be tight, or else I'm nothing more middle of the month to buy gifts can.
was then ever so Nicholas total shit. For Siggi cares about nothing. I've got Nicholas things, but the day was so busy that I had slept through the almost- only when Jessi was already in bed, it occurred to me that even the 6 is, so I quickly grabbed the stuff out the door and looked, that I somehow JP locke on the door, so that does that.
shit.
us If it was always so cool and beautiful and exciting when the "Santa Claus" came .. But that was only just shit.
JP has discovered it, was all excited and then Jessica has also brought her things .. Yes, great.

Christmas then .. a day before trying the S finally moving his ass, so I bought the quick gifts that I, as well as Jessica's Geburtsagsgeschenke have paid from the rent (Our landlord said we should withhold the rent for the remaining equipment from the apartment to buy and if I had not had the money, it would absolutely not have worked ...) So I
Gifts and wrapping paper purchased, we are driven home.
I asked S to bring the Christmas decorations, which was still somewhere in the basement or garage. I did not know, because he has the boxes and rumgeschleppt displaced in ...
has really pissed me already, because normally we would be down until Christmas and I also decorate actually always been the end of November ...
Anyway, the main thing we did what any Christmas.

So wrapped gifts, nor nachgebacken few cookies and then went to sleep.
The next day I was so busy, but Siggi've always said he should get the stuff, have even looked, but found nothing .. So I decided once again on Christmas 25 to move - as in the previous year .. FUCK! On 25
then in the evening, the children sent to bed soon, gifts placed and called the kids.
That was the very very last. no tree, no lights, no decorations, simple gifts and placed only good!
JP was happy yet completely. Was running around like crazy has called "Dad, papa .. "give" and one after everything has been unpacked. But you
says Siggi has taken time at least 5 minutes to sit down with us or to see at least how to unpack his kids? NE!

New Year's Eve the same game!
Siggi had even our neighbor, the season has already promised that we come and when I found out that J will be there, we have taken at noon, I wanted out.
least 1-2 hours. I mean, how to start a new year better than my Mr.Sexy? Exactly. Not at all!
I was so jittery and wanted over, but S had no Bock has really great and so decided to move at short notice, so I worked half of the New Year to move and to carry boxes, while the other half I was busy, stupid to sit around and do paperwork, while Siggi is already by 22 clock to bed.
spent Christmas, New Year's Eve as well, therefore I have to use Skype and Facebook / Twitter and would have something to annoy me by that I could not celebrate with my J: (((

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# MrSexy's perfect birthday card

Our money is finally here * yay *
Old Swede, I have since been waiting!

belongings yesterday morning, same time remittances made cigarettes have brought and taken away glass / cans and when I got home again, I have taken J.
He was so sweet. Then he stops extra, middle of the street and asks for Siggi. For he is so trampled through the house .. supposed to ONLY to get Jessica's footwear * rolling eyes * I told him
then briefly told and then he had to, because there were other cars and HACH, He looked great.
Was the hairdresser today and * squee * POLICE UNIFORM!
I'm really the whole day with NEM Ollen gefetzt grin through the apartment and really wanted to Siggi in the workshop because of our car, but he just sits around and does not do anything. Then I
give him the money, give him ne small shopping list and money because we had nothing there anymore and I wanted to net him give to the bank card, I mean .. If it happens, then I'm sitting here and have no access to account's. No way.
But instead of then moving at last, he looks at me, "so I thought you go shopping!" Whoa
me sick. The bus runs regularly to relatively high city, but it costs just 2.90 € and it rained like Sau. If J
been there if I had asked purely in protest HIM. But well.
I've made from now to attract everything immediately, without waiting for him forever and be selfish, so I got myself dressed and I'm booted in the rain going on.
was totally awesome. It would be a connecting bus drove straight 40 minutes later, but I've decided, I leave it to me just asking for trouble.
am So I strolled through PEZ's was at the post office and Anja have finally sent her a birthday present and I looked there after calming birthday card for my Dad, for after .... I can not give away, is a surprise and so I've also discovered by accident an the SO is perfect for my Schatzi.
moment I'll show them to you:



This is the front and back. And here's the inside:

I love this card!

Yes, now I just need a trifle think of what I give him, but I'm still five months time;)

After the post I was buying it and then speaking such a clothing store that had TOTAL number pretty handbags and I'm really not one, because I was so far have not heard of "female-faction", I finally bought a time. Woohoo.
Once my phone is there, I'll show you .. You know, I'm at war with technology, but can take pictures my phone! ;)
After my extensive shopping, I've gone home and the idiot on the bus had even time can take place, but ne. Because it blocks the place where I wanted to go because my cart is still pissed because my cart falls over constantly.
When the finally got out, I put myself and the bus driver was so happy to see a new face who has been quatscht me directly and asked me where I live here.
waaaaas You know? Me directly but has almost driven to the front door! * Happy *
I thought that was so super nice and you should have seen the faces of my neighbors, as small Dani is brought almost to the front door, by nem public transport! * Divine * rofl!

Oh .. was a very good day yesterday and I went to sleep happy, after I was online again shortly, and written with my Anja hab.

* happy sigh * Life can be so gooood !

PS: Your tracked me! was constantly grumbling I am, because I thought, "should shame the Aaw You twitpic-en", then the clothes shop, ran the radio "... I throw my hands up in the air sometimes, singing eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-yo, I gotta let go ...", just before NEM Mcfly-screaming-teen fangirl moment and think about Jessi and also directly at the supermarket, I had it for now reminded of J.
Yes I see food and think of J! * Lol *

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Good morning Ladies!

First a huge WOOOOHOOOO. My money is there. At last! Now I've
times quickly transferred all my debt including to my Mom, J gets his money back afterwards and I've now contacted Schussel my phone dealer because the shit I transfer data have not been found, so you need me to send again. * Sigh *

BUT I will not even complain about my finances.
Yesterday was the very very best day so far in 2011 (which is now really serious and scary, that yesterday I had exactly 12 years also the first time sex with my ex, then where Leon was born? Muahaha)
Sorry, had I only turn remembered because I have recently written about him ...

I yesterday already thought about my # MrSexy reported and now That's like I'm over here then gone ahead and I had assumed the cigarettes. Normally, I would like
net and I also nausea ashamed, but I need ask my cigarettes and my coffee, so I J if he might bring me in the evening which can he get the money then today.
He has read the mail when he was back home and has told me that he can lend me something.
age was embarrassing, but when I walked over, he gave me the money and somehow, I do not get out of any situation, he began to clown around ..
Rule 1: If J kaspert, he wants sex * lol *
Well, then he just started touching me and rumzukaspern and I would have slapped me so that I had decided to shower in the evening grml
* * Then he grabs me as around the belly, because I GEAE ; had rgert that he has a little tummy (totally sweet) and then says so "you could do something, too!"
* blush *
Woah, I know that that was not meant any harm by it, but that was just exactly the point where he could meet me at the most, because I always think I'm so ugly and fat and much less valuable than he ...
But he was so sweet and has not made such references, so that I could use his shower. * Giggle *
God, I wanted so much, but I needed cigarettes, had to do something ... So I just got
times cheeky countered that also does not work, because I was only a one-night stand and I am his "all good things are three" stitch pulls now no more. : P
He then told me that he goes to sport and to 21 clock is back.
Yes Sweetie, I know. Football from 18.30 bis 21 clock.

I was so 2 hours with him, smoking and have taken the change will be over, where he immediately went on to tease me .. Bastard! * Giggle *
Unfortunately he had to be done, so I went and said to him yet, "You see? Would not you always so nasty to me, I could help you later so your wounds heal far "
He looks at me and said," Yes I do! "It was so
funny. He said it so ... I do not know how to describe it. The few weeks before we had before, when I told him that he told me if he wants to hear it or not, damn it meant a lot ...
I come to see as if he had a guilty conscience or so because I feel more dependent on him than he for me .. Hmm, probably just my imagination.
But in any case, it was such a beautiful afternoon, and thank God asked me where I Siggi net herhabe the money!

Now I've actually told him yet that he stalks me in my dreams, since we live over here and I'm going crazy yet, because I constantly have his scent on the nose, which yes it is that we use the same detergent * giggle *

I made the kids had finished, mega mega hibblig. My Twitter pieces have the chance to witness and I'm almost eingepullert nervousness * giggle *
Finally I gave him a mail sent again because I wanted to be sure he still wants to see me and then I quickly went shower .. with candlelight Aaaaaaaw .. that was great.
makes showering with candlelight mood!

The mail I got after that was so .. yes do not know, it seemed to me bitchy and moody and "Oh, but do what you want is, I do not care whether you come or not!" before
And then I was unsure, but I still went over. When I came over

, he was just finished a shower, was the Bed cover and then has eaten something.
I felt so stupid and I considered whether I should leave. Then he began to tell, because of work, etc. Oh, and he wanted for lunch even know if I already have my phone ... can I find a degree, because he has checked mail again and he said that his iPhone is sooo useful and could therefore also call-mails when I write him
Haha, I tell you I am the spam-Kö ; Queen
* * grml He admitted right away that I'm sometimes a bit annoying ..! Yes I know, but I need my Daily Dose # MrSexy so much so he must live with the spam I mean, hello?
I have now then a cell phone and there are not worse. * * Evilgrin
I Have you already erzääääääääählt? I've bought a cell phone and ne D1 card. The mobile phone is the same what my Mom - in PINK! # Tussi_Handy_Alarm
Yes my God. If Anja down ne new camera, I'd like to buy her and which is also pink .. must be so totally color-match * giggle *

* sigh * It was so bad .. I felt like a little kid .. Then began
clown but he has again and I would then net really, because I had the feeling .. well, that I'm too fat and annoying him and that he did net me really want to have here.
But he was soo sweet!
And he's so incredibly warm, soft hands and .. HACH!

For yesterday I had decided that at last I am never so instead and that I also let go and just me, but you know .. I can not!
I love to sleep with him, feel him and hach .. his hair, I love his hair! * Giggle *
I was back then, totally cramped and consider whether I do everything right as he was really lovely and has sought ... but then did and then took the initiative and it was just beautiful.

Hihi, I've discovered his appendix scar and watching him in secret.
He is so incredibly quiet and everything, and I just wanted to know if he has any fun with it .. I think it shows people of NEM and OH MY GOD! * Kneel down and worship the ground on which it runs *... So sweeet ... My Sweetie is a connoisseur and very sweet, I find that when we sleep together, his neck is all red .. * Giggle *

Hach and languishes and wants same again! # Nimmersatt
.. ne is not true. But true enough. I just can not get enough of him to touch and see and smell it ...
Yesterday's was also very funny after sex. I've caressed him, kissed his face and neck and then he looks at me and asks me if it was nice for me.
Wow?? The question has me confused. How will the knowledge that he has never wanted to know God and angels, of course.
Well after he then called me an example (Something that really want to hear absolutely NO woman hangs up * * hysterical voice), but I knew what he was.
So he actually does say to me, because I was totally confused and did not know what the question should be "My wife always said ...." old Swede!
in. Was that the total punch in the middle. Argh .. anywhere, but I at least knew what he meant and God, so embarrassing!
He wanted to know so if I "come" and I am exactly that's with me when I'm with him the problem.
It is not because of him. He is wonderful and sensitive. affectionate, persistent, but I can not let go.
I feel like a virgin who is afraid to make what is wrong and so did approximately I's also told him ...
It's not that I do it on purpose, I'm only just so mega super excited and then ...

Hachja and in the end we came to the conclusion that I'm thinking too much and am a little pain in the neck * giggle * YES
and his wife, he also mentioned again .... "" "$ * /%(&=(?)(?(/=)/(&(/(=?)/" In her own head cinema NEN tantrum and gets smashed furniture *

know But you, the feeling was so stupid, so I am very grateful because that this incident has resulted in sending you what, what tells me that it has changed.
He loves me not, and probably still will probably still not a relationship, but it is intensifying.
he was sorry for his wife, because I told him if he even mentioned it yet, what is absolutely nothing, so soon after the sex, then I'm angry, but he said he needed the just as an example and it was interested in him if it is so well with me and then he said that if he dot dot dot (ROFL.. Schatzi is my ability to learn) would still love her, then he would not with I sleep!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw
This is a good sign right? And I now officially a one-night stand ... I am more * Dev spin to listen to .. *
Hach .. He was so wonderful and then it was so different this time.
First he talks to me about music, whether I have or know the band. Then we went to movies, where I also met once again put my foot .. but because I love horror movies and straight, things like "Saw" and "Hostel" gug I like to, because what else I did not shudder and even then I'm too jaded ...
J hates such films but because he said he finds the bad, because people find such cool movies should see what he has to get perspective ... such as when a man was run over by nem train and is in a thousand fragments on the train tracks ... Oopsie.
not have considered that such things also to the police work is.

We then NEN Sun Pixa watched a piece of film .. He was totally sweet and cute. Manno I would like to see the finished, but I was tired, J was tired and I thought it was so cute how he has watched me watching the TV ...
HA, girls, I know now why J "Prince of Persia" * lol * The added he bought for his children!
If my dad to buy me "Prince of Persia", I marry the man immediately * ROFLMAO *

We then went a smoke, have spoken bissi and then I'm over after by Siggi's House is creeping ...

You see what I mean when I say it has changed? A.
he asks me if it was nice for me
as he is sensitive to my feelings
C. We talk and watch movies after sex!
I mean seriously, otherwise That's it .. Kasper, sex, smoking, go home ... You see the difference right?

I do not know where this leads, but I know that I love him every day more and that I adore and never want to lose him! NIE
me yesterday, the real heart almost broke when he told me he said the end of February is a week away and then again after a week and somehow then again ..
Waaaaaaaaaaah. How I can survive for 3 weeks without him??
Hach and he wanted to know when I have my cell phone so I can not even be as annoying * lol *

Hihi, was also very funny with Siggi.
It was already 0.30 when I clock 'm home and we had previously heard that someone sneaks through the house .. That was Siggi been.
When I'm home, he grumbles and ignored me. I so "Naaa, why have you been over there and did not go off!" He
so "grml, grml .. rumzick * I've only got Jessica's shoes! "
aaalright so I left him. Then when I'm in the bed, he said that we had been standing at the door and listened, and that J would have even sent home only because he has seen it, so S über'n balcony has watched.
Pah, no net true. it's crazy!

But good to know that he secretly watching us! Tzzzzz
So you sweet, I go get smoke quickly. Keep your fingers crossed that Siggi nothing happens when he goes to Werkt instead. The fact is the bank card and money and also I have to do bulk buying tomorrow * * evilgrin

PS: Do you know why men are police officers?
- So you do not like on it is as bad in reality .. so pure of deception and camouflage, because you think so, "Oh, the police, your friend and helper!" Tzzzz Total
by the looks I got! ;)

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I could not resist and HAD to choose just the title, after Bine has dubbed my cleaning action with Mr.Sexy today so nice to giggle * *

on Monday so I have made house rules, but since the old times over again just to complain and was not really inspired, because I said he must put away his shoes at the front door and can also open the drying room, so clean as I can, I wrote a mail J, but that I could perhaps move the cleaning on Wednesdays, there is the drying room is always open and immediately after that came a mail that he has planned for today ne-cleaning action.
He has listed me what everything should be done and I have the same views with Brash commented "I resign!" And "I'd know what better how to spend the two hours Kö nnte "* rofl *

Yeah hey, yet true. I'm only human with needs and it is not funny, stubborn life around to run.
I mean, I live right next to him and when I go to sleep at night, I lie almost head to head with him and * sigh *
(Yesterday night when I go to bed, I even "good night" is desired .. * Giggle * Did not he clearly belongs!)
My God, I've mentioned this before as he is incredibly cute and sexy? * Sigh *

Okay I did, yes. But you can not mention often enough!
I'm up early today so great mood, have my kids been completed after S has once again meant to insult my children only .. Stupid asshole.
And yes strangely enough it works but if I do that!
I did then quickly finished off and I'm over. HACH!

J early in all, not so long awake, clean hair quite zersaust and then on! * Drool *
Can we start the day better? NO YOU CAN NOT!
He then thus done away with cobwebs, and I'm super grateful because * * spooky spiders. I've turned down the stairs and while he has cleaned the window and has cleaned the stair railing, I wiped the floor.
I really hate it when someone with what I do together, but the J was great and this man is so industrious and orderly, and fast!
HACH! The
cleaning was the best thing I've ever done.

Then we are still up to him and he has discussed with me what he will do everything in the spring, while I've totally avoided me again Siggi leave out, because when I picked up last nearly seizures .
And it was just perfect! God, I love this man so much! And you know
what is the coolest?
Regine has passed on it but that these threadbare cacti remain here, even among our previous tenant and I would have gone but because I belong to the women who clean the windows in winter and also bugs me that simple, that I only then must clear away cacti.
Regine said, but the stay ...
J has asked me now to talk to her and either packed away the parts and can be more than 2-3 or he throws away all. Muahahaha.

Finally a man who makes nails it down!
baby let you depart, department NEN ring and I am now your personal, eternally loyal Hausklavin! MEOW! Ok I'm
wuschig, maybe I should shower. haha

Hihi, what I find funny: J does not sleep too well! So I tell you, which is on the wall. He sleeps poorly and has totally weird dreams from work, I sleep too badly and have ridiculous dreams of him. WHAT I dream but I would not tell him then but .. Too embarrassing!

Aaw, I am so happy and highly motivated .. I'm just too lazy to go away from your PC * giggle *
Anyway. Jess comes straight out of school, I put away my still needs cleaning things and then it's time to unpack here to the showers and boxes.
I'll update again tonight!

happy hugs. Dev

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I Spit On Your Grave (Original from 1978) Review

Hi Guys, You all know

i'ma huge Chadling with all my Heart.
Since Chad tweeted about his Role in the Remake from "I Spit on your Grave" i watched some Trailers, read about the Original Movie and now i finally watched the Movie.
I was a bit afraid to see Chad in this Movie cause... well, from what i know, i was in big fear that he´s playing a rapist and i seriously can´t handle Movies like that. I can´t handle "my" Chad as the really, really Bad Guy!
Gimme Jason, Freddy, Jigsaw... i fucking don´t care, but seeing a Woman get raped... NO GO!

BUT i´m also naturally curious and so wanna see the Movie, (also) precisely because i saw that RODNEY EASTMAN *squeeeee* has a part in it.
(For all who don´t know Rodney, he played this cute little Joey in Nightmare 3 *another Fangirl *squeee*)
Well anyways i watched the Movie some days ago and i´m absolutely super thrilled to see Chad in the remake.

Here we go with my Review of the Original 1978 "I Spit on your Grave"

The Writer Jennifer visits a nice, quiet village to finish her newest Book. Right at the beginning she meets some guys at the Gas Station, welcoming her.
She spents some really nice days at her Vacation House, lying in the Sun, at the sea.

And one day Matthew a Man, i would call him nerdish-but in a loveable way, visits her to bring her Food from the Supermarket.

Matthew is a Virgin and totally excited and nervous meeting the young attractive Lady. When he talks about Jennifer with his so-called-friends (the guys from the gasstation) they start to make fun about him and treat him for his virginity.
A few days later the guys start to "stalk" Jennifer. Nothing really happens, but she starts to feel uncomfortable and she´s right with that feeling.
Cause on another day, when she is laying in her Boat, just relaxing in the sun, 2 of those guys, Stanley and Andy, start to frightening and "kidnapping" her. They bring her into the woods, were Johnny and Matthew are already waiting.
Matthew don´t likes the situation. Not a bit, but he´s too afraid and scared from the others, so he at least helps them to hold Jennifer while Johnny is raping her.
Jennifer runs away, just right back into her rapers arms and they torture her again... in really brutal and hard ways.
When she´s finally at home, also here her Tormentors are waiting.. it seems like this horror willnever end and even Matthew, joins his "friends" in this brutal ritual, when Jennifer is already broken, bleeding and near Death!

Johnny, Andy and Stanley want Matthew to kill her, but he can´t. So he´s leaving her alive, lying to his friends and they just leave the place.
But one day, when Jennifer healed her wounds all by herself, she starts her very own revange and this one´s very bloody!


Hope i brought up good enough what´s going on in this Movie. It´s even harder for me, cause english is not my Mother Language.

What ´s really fascinating in this Movie is.. it´s so totally 70´s. I like that kind of Movies. They look so innocent and different to Movies nowadays and the special thing in "I Spit on your Grave" is that there is actually NO background Music, what makes the Movie even more dark!

I was very shocked and thrilled from it. I felt so much for Jennifer, but also for Matthew.
Cause even if he raped the Woman, after he got drunk, he was nothing but a Follower, a Looser, having no friends, maybe trying to feel like loved and stuff. So it really broke me Heart to see him act.
This Movie was so rough, i actually shivered and my Hands were so much shaking, i needed to stop this Movie after only 25 Minutes to take a break!

It´s a very good, very cruel Movie with an awesome and very strong Female Character and i loved her Revanche-Scenes.
YES! Woman Power at it´s best!!

Really can´t wait to see Chad Lindberg in the 2010 Remake and i hope his Matthew is just like the 78´ Matt-with a bit more self-esteem!! 
*cross my fingers for it* ;) 

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20 facts about me

 Do you guys know how much Livejournal Entries are waiting here to get published??
*deep sigh* Well, i try tonite.
It´s a bit busy.. got some trouble to get my money and i´m still unpacking my Boxes, cause as always i need to do all alone, but anyways...
I do this 20 facts.. thing now what´s going around Twitter.
Let´s see, what i can tell u about me, you don´t know yet (Be aware: Shocking details are coming. Haha)

#1: I lost my Virginity when i was 14 to a Man 14 years older as me! 

#2: Besides this Fact i actually had my first Relationship with 18

#3: I hate everything dark. I only eat Vanilla Ice Cream, no Chocolate. No Orange Lemonade, only Lemon.. .

#4: I feel like throwing up when i see Fruits, Juice and Stewed Fruit! I hate it so much, that i get Spots even when i touch this stuff. But i sometimes eat Strawberries and Bananas-only Fruits i can eat.

#5: I hate Spiders this Much, that i get nightmares when i see one and wake up from those Nightmares.

#6: When i was 9 my Aunt showed me "Nightmare on Elm Street" since then i had 15 years long Freddy Nightmares, they stopped when i met the Father from JP and Jess.

#7: The first time i kissed a Girl i was 13 and yes, i liked it! But i´m no lesbian and never could be, cause i feel disgusted to lick a pussy! ;)

#8: My First Boyfriend was 19 years older as me, what means he was also older as my own Parents (they are 17 and 18 years older as me)

#9: I was in a Girls Home for.. i think together it was like 3 years, after my Parents got divorced. After this i lived 3 years with my Grandparents who raised me up.

#10: I used to cut myself between ages 12 and 16. Why? Just because....
 
#11: I got 7 Tatoos on my Body, all selfmade with drawing-ink when i was between 14 and 21.

#12: With age 23 i had 2 times a threesome with one of my Friends and a Guy (Two different guys, but both times the same Woman) Yes, i´m a bitch i know.

#13: Until today i was NEVER faithful in my Relationships. 

#14: I love my Neighbour, who´s a cop and also my Boss. Haha. But i still live together with my Ex, who imagines he´s still my Boyfriend.

#15: When i was 10 i stole  a lot of Money from my Mom and  made her a horribly high Telephone Bill. 

#16: I hate Hair! If it wouldn´t look this silly, i would also shave my Hair on my Head and my Eyebrows.

#17: First thing i look at when i meet a Man is the eyes and the hands.

#18: I´m sexually seen very open for just everything, but on the other side, i really need to love someone, before i make special things like... Blow Jobs and stuff, you know. So i think that makes me a holy Whore! XD

#19: My Mom told me "How to make a Baby" when i was only 3 years old, because i asked her.

#20: my First Celeb Crush i had was Michael J. Fox in "Back to the Future", there i was only 6!

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Hot, Hotter, Mcfly! * drool *

 Loooool, i just got a message on Tumblr that people are talking shit about me... 
I followed the link and.. *shrugs*
Looks like someone´s having no life!!

Seriously. They say i´m dumb and stuff, but all i blog at Tumblr is.. Supernatural, Tom Fletcher, Harry Potter, Mcfly and lot of Gay stuff. Haha.
If THIS is dumb i really love to be called that! I beg your pardon, but i think Gay Couples are the cutest ever, so what??

Okay why i´m making this Blog today is.. *surprise, surprise* I just was on Tumblr.. i still don´t know why i went there, i think it´s Jessi´s Fault once again!!
Anyways, my Dashboard was full with... WOOOOOT! January, Mcfly Attitude.. *drool* (Can´t.. think...speak..or...write...anymore...)
To be exactly, it´s a Harry Judd Special, but... I catched some nekkid Danny and Tom!! 
Wait i show u!

Aaaaaaaaaand:

I saved some Gifs from Tumblr cause i wanted to comment the single Pics, but u know what? 
I´m stealing and reblogging enough when i´m on Tumblr, I´m just me, i give u the link to all the Photos here:  www.mcflyportugal.com/galeria/thumbnails.php

and all there´s left to say is:

FUCK ME!

(In case you do not got Tumblr and can not read lips .. or you can but you are not as naughty as i am:)

What Happened To 99.9 The Carp

Cancelling My Convention ... once again: (#

Yes, I must now post a LJ entry because I got an unexpected flood of Tweets to rethink that.

Look, it's like this: I have two really good days last year and 2 had really lousy.
The first was actually good in 2009, when I added the # Bine Aecon paid ticket, the first bad was then when I noticed it just goes not cancel and I have - and this after I have got so much on Misha and had already booked my Photo OP.
The second time was AFTER I decided I cancel Conventions completely out of my plans, but then learned that James and Oliver Phelps are the # Ringcon.
I have immediately applied as a volunteer, all planned and it would have worked out great - would have.
If this fucking car is not and there was my 2nd lousy day.

Just this fucking car is also to blame again, I cancel, but this time I'm smarter.
I expect around for months, day after day, going through what I've got money, Look what bills there are, what needs to be purchased.
Do you know what it is like to struggle to survive every month and it's pushed out again and again having to buy so banal trifles to which such ne fucking jeans for 15 Euro at KIK?
is my life and I exaggerate not. My money goes for bills and that my children have enough to eat and that's it.
You know, I'm sitting here not for fun and sometimes 3-4 days eat nothing

If my children need clothes or school supplies Jessica -! What is permanent, because yes they constantly messy their stuff - that means every time for me NEN little of the world.
Worse still, it is the month.
We have got our subsequent application on 11/11, which I promptly filled out and at 13.11. sent back.
To date we have no new permit decision, would not do anything stupid cents on the bench and I do not get the 50 € of my Mom, where alone € 10 account fee went away and the 60 of J, then we would hungry for days.
I have now for a week as the most necessary and on Monday I think I can again find the money for next Eating herkriege.
Not to mention that I probably sat there from next week without internet, electricity and car, because I can not pay one invoice, in addition there are interest us the car is scrap anyway - I had written so traveled, the day before or Sun

We need this car but shit. In addition, we have 4 months withheld the rent, which our landlord would have it, so we can make the apartment ready and somehow is out of control and I've spent the Mietgeld for us, larger ; ßtenteils for Jessica's birthday and for Christmas my children.
This money was missing and that amounts to at least 600 €, we have to pay the landlord back somehow, or he can terminate us and I need to see ne new apartment!

Now comes the next all accounts, including reminders and late fees so moreover, that the car is scrap and must be brought back into surplus, we must re-register us and car tax is due .. (What are also 300 €!)
My children need clothes, school supplies and Jessica takes our TV is broken .... BECAUSE S and the dish also because of the snow shit here
I have here a list of what Mega we need and I will if I can not now finally NEN job until the end of the year are in the red.

It's just hell, and I am slowly no more!
For this reason, I cancel today and immediately # Aecon2 because I do not want to think positive, happy, and then, when it happens again sitting here crying on Twitter and hate you all because you can be there and I do not.
I cancel today, look all this war that I would somehow regulated and 2 weeks before and 2 weeks after # Aecon2 not be on Twitter, because again I do not stand by that!

the 60 € that I get from J it, I, once the consortium has moved her ass and I got my money from those on hand, but I need for the spiral and Sorry, which is a top priority!
A. Do I want no more children
as the only way I can put the money on net site, I will indeed paid net
C. No, not other contraceptives are eligible
The spiral is in my opinion after safest, most reliable and effective contraception-also: I have no period problems since I have the spiral, so why should I be so stupid on it and give up?

I do not know now exactly what the cost.
My first time it cost 150 DM. My last one I'm wearing now cost 150 € plus 25 for the ultrasound.
You see: It is becoming increasingly expensive and why ultrasound, I explain that to you just once.
The spiral is taken out, then set the new one and must be checked by ultrasound is the then also correctly placed in the uterus. A week later I have to check again and what I have degrees forget about it, I better pay more consultation fee!
means I need at least (recalculate: 150 coil, 2 times U.S., at least 50 € ... may be that the costs here 30, so as with my old gynecologist and then practice charge 10 €) 210 € and I almost suspect the spiral are also cost more.

I wanted to be sterilized, but the doctor does not do shit because he thinks I was too young to and it was not necessary ... fucking doctors fucking health insurance! * Grml *


You know, by the end of mail I then still be about 150 euros, but it's not front and back for Con, as I need yes pp journey, food, etc. Photo Shoots ... .

Anyway: Asylum is gecancelled Europe 2. You very much fun in May, in Mannheim
and if it geht knuddelt mal Jensen, Mark und Richard ganz dolle von mir *kreisch*

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Do you like to hear about your partner's exes? Does it make you jealous or forge greater intimacy?

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Oh god, i´m the most jealous Person ever!
I mean i can handle that my Partner have had a life before me, but seeing Pics or Videos with the girl or Woman he had before me, drives me insanly mad.

The Worst is, when he is still married, having children with his Wife and they meet every day ...
like I'm going through this right now and it breaks my heart, even if i know, it's just for the kids!

Illegal Softball Bats

? Strange dreams of Mr.Sexy, my ex and Harry Judd

Before I go on and face the extensive unpacking my boxes dedicate, I have to write down my last 2 dreams.
They were so crazy!

Yesterday I dreamed that Mr.Sexy and I had a date .. you know;) * smirks, smirks *.. In any case, it Mr.Sexy, but looked like Siggi's brother in law (by the way, I dreamed the night before had .. was nothing exciting, just that I've got his teeth, which was totally disgusting, the dream probably because I break out constantly but teeth and I, when our money is there, the dentist has to ... ). It was my
J, looking like Michael and we were talking until then we snogged, etc.
Well you know that yourself, I need to explain net, what we did.
's Suddenly the door bell rings when we were still net times were finished, he opens it and comes back to me, makes it more openly and there is at once Siggi before us, I watch too amused am struggling depends to join and then asks "Well? Did they let you have range and you really worried well "
WHAT.THE: FUCK?

am Then I woke up thanks be to God!

Today then, I've dreamed I went shopping on the way to. As I meet a very pregnant, really lovely woman who had problems to which a shelf to come. The
was very nice and very relieved that I helped her, she means introduces me to her friend and turned out right as Harry Judd.
Aaaaaaaaaaaw.
I was really excited and I introduced myself, then looks me and says "Hey, you're the Dev or" I sweated and stuttered
, and asked me why the white now, and answered yes.
Harry I thought would always like to write strange things, and he did not know whether he should even talk to me on what I said "What? Only the drummer is too good to talk to me? "* Tease tease *
Haha, he looked bad and I could see that that was exactly such a Kommi of me that he did not approve and already knew. Haha
I have two take home because his girlfriend was totally out of line and said she would soon get her child, but was the first in the 8th Months and wanted to net even listen to me, that this will take and when I got home again, I grad Vice times so hard that Johnny Depp is my neighbor, his friend who was in my dream, but Reese Witherspoon and Vanessa Paradis, is also pregnant.
Johnny asked me to take care of his wife, if the blow coming, I promised door opened. Who sits pains in my apartment and HAT?
My mom and even though I was the one who was pregnant (even casually noted * lol *) .. So to check: I was pregnant, but my mom gave birth to my child .. WTF?

So I've played midwife at my child, what brought my mother to the world. Then I had to give my baby to my mom and not that I do not love my Mom, but that was too bad, because it makes my heart broke and measuring, weighing, and I had also forgotten
* giggle * And the worst part is, my mom lights right after the release of a fag and then increases with cigarette in one hand, the Baby with the other counter.

Then I remembered Johnny's wife. My mom said that she has heard the cry for hours through the apartment, I was pale, screaming at my mom that the times do not work, why they said nothing, the poor labor has .. I need to go to her and then began to run - across the house. At the top are
Johnny's other 2 children in the room and look in horror at her mom (which is even net is her mom ... ) And I go to her, she means to me .. another 5 minutes then the child is there.
knelt on the ground, and pressed the baby came out ...

Holy Crap! Why do I dream NEN shit like this??

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shit on the test, about starting in the scrap press it!

I'm so sick of our scrap cart, cursing the car.
Ehrlich now. Since we live

here, I've had so much money put into the box, because there's always something else was broken, and now the Megagau.
We wanted to go shopping ... Siggi in the garage and I thought the car jumps to the same because he is no longer so out there, but # TOTAL_MAJOR_FAIL
He has not moved at all! Zero, Nada, Ninnemann .. Nuesch!
Siggi then pushed him because he was so the last time also leapt, but nothing has helped.
So he came up furiously and grumble at me "get time to bridge the Jörk"
first I thought I hear wrong, then he finally went, and even came with my Mr. Sexy back!

What the fuck?
I mean, the whole time he blasphemes the one hand, and now brings him to the ER to bridge?
Well as it may, my poor Children have miserably frozen, the box is shit then after a short bridge and jumped to J has determined that the battery is broken down.
Such a shit. You know when we have bought?
3 months ago brand new and the pork was expensive!

Then we take a piece. Suddenly flush Siggi like crazy, swings around, I see we already are in the trenches .. what was it?
shit brakes never go. Now let
guess what we have replaced about 2 months only?
jackpot.

I was so loaded, but we had to buy. I was just sitting tight in the car, have the children said they should be quiet, because the car has been done quite strange noises and I had really great shit, but ultimately we are yet to buy safe and come back.

I've said to Siggi, I see a not that we send the fucking cart to technical approval, because I bet that that the repair costs are higher than a used car .. I mean, despite scrapping premium, it must still be somewhere well-preserved, used, cars, or not? * Hmph *
But he is again, totally stupid and thinks that's a great car, last year we had no problems and there was all perfectly well and in general is the net's car. Siggi is
Yes, sure!
is probably the ol dump to blame and that's only HERE is soooo cold, and probably it is finally also the landlord or even Jörk that are to blame rumor that the truck spins ..
'Tü Of course! * Is doing time as if they soooo very understanding and shows * pets him *

ARGH!

Shall I tell you sometimes say what the shit box spins on everything? So
a. The battery, although brand new
b. The brakes, although brand new
c. The air conditioning is never frozen and we are constantly while driving his ass off
d. something with the liquid containers which are in fact permanently empty, we have filled up the first all ...
e. The car is totally scrap untenrum
f. eaten is actually the rear bumper also totally broken and barely taped

but the car is so totally SUPER! * Hmph *

BUT I'm still not soo bad mood because I got my Mr.Sexy today a total of 3 views and he saw every time from charming sigh * * The first early
's when he brought me the key, then lunch, go shopping before we left. I
was to get over there that is to some other things and in the basement was a crash, so I nachgeguckt and J was down and then added the caretaker basement cleaned up.
MEOW.
Have I ever mentioned how much I love this man that he is so incredibly hard and fast.
PERFEKTESTER_MANN_EVER #!
(he has actually cleared up in less than a full day of the full basement and cleaned out, new lock comes out soon and then I get the key, of course, also;))

And then just again the car bridge .. and I was pretty pissed THEN, for Siggi came back and asked me if I've seen J's wife?
WHAT THE FUCK?
but I do not really look like and what is here and how, where, WHAT?
Wow, I was so jealous and aggro! I mean, seriously, what does the here? Here is my playground.
you had the chance 13 years .. has blown it's bad luck. MINE!

* tries again come down to me has really annoyed *
total, but no matter ... I just think that it was just something about the children or they have found something of J has what she "had to make sure" and is good!


rumhüpft * and continue as before rumpelstilzchen jealousy *

Raiders Football Helmet Cake

.. It feels like normal life;)

NEN Yesterday I had really good day.
Woke up got quite a lot with my kids and hugged rumgegammelt first, then I fired up the PC, because I've been waiting for a mail from Jörk. The
unfortunately been different, than we had hoped - or I thought I'd get misunderstood .. and then I was stubborn! ... So in the sense of * pout *

I have my stuff packed, I booted over to house 4 to one last MAL, as I had made myself - the day before in my moth illusion - to clean and when I started grad whistled, J through the house, I just said hi and kept going.
Okay that was super childish, because he has never done me nothing, I was the one the day before yesterday angezickt HIM, but it all again because NEM Super misunderstanding!
.. Oh well knows what I'm currently net * lol * .. In any case, he asks me if I'm coming down then, because I still wanted to talk to him and I went straight ...

He stood behind the door, I determined to tell him that everything is over - the brush with us, and we with the Simply neighbors are only .. and then he smiles at me so sweet and gorgeous, it had nothing to do anymore .. Do you know by now my Dev-is-brain dead-if-it-looks effect J * rofl *
I only rumgehaspelt and 01 in general, and first we had a completely different issue, because since He now constantly gets complaints from the tenants because of this and that it does not work and I'm just so sorry .. I know the problem and I know our landlord ... because nothing will change ...

In any case, I told him that I did not feel more at the nursery between him and Siggi that S started again against him to rush and completely without reason, and he just does not want me to work for him ... and that was the reason why I was so bitchy yesterday. Siggi
So once again he has turned what J has said anything or I've simply misunderstood.
Haha, I must tell you ...
I was brushing on, was annoyed anyway because I brush here for days and there is no end. I should really make time before and after pictures .. totally disgusting really. Bääääh. How can one person have so much dirt * grml *
And then Siggi So, after our key J the caretaking activities has passed and the two the damage was caused by the Schhnee and ice, together looked at, photographed and documented, has released total bla bla and I was just annoyed and angry then to J.
knocks on the door and the complaining, because we have placed the old toilet bowl out ..
But honestly? Where we had intended hintun else? The total was filthy and stunk .. my balcony is not used anyway, because since the entire debris from the home stands, the old flooring, etc. .. and we are really the only ones who follow the house rules to separate waste and does not perform as Assis .. I was just annoyed's and then I was ETAWS bitchy and a little louder .. BUT I did not scream ... * Hmmmm, I'm probably from my dad - when the upset that people think he would scream * lol *

J's has definitely not like that I was so, I've also directly apologized and explained to him. Ultimately, I then came 's topic.

J told me that it does not fit because of Siggi the house rules and even if I do it and then only because of Siggi stress is that he at some point the bolt advances ...
I mean, that's why I wanted to talk to him and told him that it's me, in principle, no matter. I will not let me just take the job and would like to continue down .. even if he gave me only 30 € for it is, I do not care!

I'll also volunteer every week, house rules, but I want to do make sure to .. Yes, my God, what if I put in the head ... (Yes I admit, I find it very exciting J's "partner" to be .. LOL)
The conversation was then ended like that, he told me this, I get like 60 euros if I do every week do, as usual and when I stand in for him for times must vacate the snow, which is unlikely to be the case, then he's paid extra.
Wooohooo deal. I want more but net ...
I was so happy, was strengthened by him again and have decided I will now Siggi simply a fait accompli, whether he's fit or not!
Before I left, however, has J even read my last mail * blush *
I thought he had discovered that long ago had he not .. but still .. and reads aloud
him I had asked why he is so repellent and snotty to me and whether I've done something wrong (That you understand if I overdue Update've done!) ..
He said he merely had a lot of stress level over the holidays, which he probably spent most of his family in, then work (Which is really at times 12 hours, short sleep and then immediately back to work ...) and containing or private concerns, appointments blubb bla ...

.... God I am such an idiot! I told him that I've felt a bit pressured by him .. because of Siggi and his whole story of separation and that a mail from him .. I just thought he never wants to see me because I do not work that way as is its idea and I'm not being the man who rashly is, but it indeed do, but just on my way
Aaaaw he was so süüüß. He said he understands me, not as before, but it's my business and the only reason he avoiding me but net * in love *

I mean honestly? Is it so nem Sweetheart be angry? No.
Depp And I reproached myself again because I was so snotty and everything.
J then went again with me in the cellar, I told him what I need to clean and he promised me that he can imitate key so I do not always have to ask him first - only if he holds times the net is there.
also would then we just stand in for him when the heating fails again, as New Year's Day and these are my keys.
Yes, I am running since yesterday afternoon with his nose around .. * Lol * Feel me mad grad important and so * rofl *
It definitely was all great. I also have my opinion because of the waste problem once notified, and then I confidently to Siggi, gave him the facts on the table down and said that this is so and I nunmal now officially starting today and I work for Jörk not take leave and FINALLY FINALLY he has not moaned!
Wooohooo.

This would be clarified so and I've NEN new boss, same time is my lover * rofl *.. I should rethink this, now we share things TOO MUCH .. the degenerate yes really slow in reference to #
Ne löllie seriously now .. this relationship thing .. Siggi has again brought up and someone in this house it must have also have asked about it, if J and I are running on what .. FUCK!
This collaborative work is now clearly reinforced the rumor and I've also noticed directly.

I'm so hopped guteglaunt through the house, have blithely brushed.
Here comes home first of the season, looks up, looks at me super funny, was curt and then disappeared very quickly ... Then comes
me against the Robinson-yes igmoriert me for weeks and to which I was also very rude 2 weeks ago, smiling at me, talk to me, is friendly ...
And then I came here, he still Regine of DG over there and really tears to the eyes, looks so and says "Are you now comfortable with the Jörk .. so you have controlled the that you are .." * LOL *

was the real look and stutter on net and knew how it should formulate's and then I saw her smiled kindly and said "Yes, I Jörk work for, am continuing the house rules, take me there were no complaints - I think - and even though the Siggi to make it stupid or not fit anybody else should read: This is my job from beginning to have, I'll let me take away the net! "We have
bissi chatted and then I stopped short finish. In any case I
have the feeling that there still were people who would have preferred to see the that the job would get (money horny pack!) And so little it seems to me as if the friendly to me .. I mean, it is obvious that I'm good with J understand and somehow are all here Sun arschkriecherisch against him because he's a cop!

Now I wait on it only that the Woelfel bores me, because doing so is so super important and I wanted my job .. Well darling .. Dani is much more charming and lovable ... ;)
Okay I was a common I'd say: Would you have to stop sometimes lay flat * giggle *.. but J does not even so ...
Ha you can see, I have the best job in the world! I work for my Mr.Sexy war and also from time to time even an extra goodie * muahahaha *
Okay ..* connection with Jörk times Teen! Dani and Naughty! Dani! Wegpackt *

After I was done so that, with the house rules, I continued scrubbing the bathroom. Old Swede, I'm so glad that I have behind me .. you do not believe what the filth ... here has made of dirt-that was great and unsanitary bäääh, yuk ... * Shake *
The good thing is that we have now seen success, for now shines the bathroom and I can reflect in the tile;)
did when I first entered this apartment I would have really never thought that it may be ne nice apartment, but now ... Aaaaaaaw you see success and it looks really after apartment.
After I've fed my kids and then washed, I did the first time in a long time and finally re-sat down with them and read them a story.
In the other apartment was not so .. Woohoo. And when the
slept, I've packed my stuff quickly and I scurried into the bathtub!
This was the best bath ever!
I never thought that I once voluntarily put in the bath tub But after endless scrubbing sessions is the fact once again become clean and the bath was then double fun. And you know
how well that in ner tub full of hot, sit-scented water, relaxing, including a nice book and insulated Natural light? * Happy sigh *

It was perfect and it feels so slow here again after a normal life! At last!

added today: Once again today I had to get excited about S, because the ne me fifteen minutes before I woke ARGE appointment only and I have to look now as I straighten the bend, I here I am again sat down and went over the text ...
'm Just when I am dreaming and languish,'s rings at the door and stands in front of J * sigh * he looked super
Total again and brought me my keys and told me that he has also purchased new broom NEN .. So fast it is yes, can I have him. (Muahaha. .. God is not in all, thanks:) * good morning Naughty Dani *)
Can one really be perfect? NO!

Oh and I got my 60 €. Is a stupid feeling to get money from him, but today I'm not, I need the money that is really urgent. My mom lent me some, but I come to net as much .. I'm here to fill four little mouths and fridge is completely empty!
As soon as my money then comes, I'll take this 60 € and put it in my piggy, I've got from Anja .. Given that is MY money

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about Stalin and his attitude toward the cult of personality

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According to the writer A. Written, who told about his personal feelings at the age of 25, the people are sincere a sense of joy, even when they just managed to close to see IV Stalin:

«Today at the Hall of Columns at the ceremonial meeting The opening subway made Stalin. At the entrance of the Union House there were many cars, and at the tram stop was crowded, the same quick-witted as and I'm expecting that he will ...

appeared two men in leather. Then close the group came Stalin, Molotov, Voroshilov, Berry. They slowly walked to the subway station at corner Dmitrovka and Okhotny, heading, obviously, to the Bolshoi. Then I and the whole audience with a tram ran over them.
They walked quietly and slowly. Tanned, happy. Stalin seemed less tired than appeared in newsreels, filmed in the 33 th year. Overcoat fine sitting on them. Particularly with Stalin. On Stalin's overcoat sat, as if cast, to a tee as depicting his statue.

I noticed a careful, watchful eye Berries. Clearly, he understood that Stalin was in danger.

Someone applauded. I shouted: "Hurrah!". All this happened out of tune. Stalin smiled and raised his hand to his cap. We began to cry again. They all smiled and saluted Stalin. I have goose bumps from the reverential admiration for Stalin ... Coming to the Bolshoi Theatre They were smiling again, and the crowd around them yelled "Hurrah!" Rejoicing at Theater Square was popular. Tempted to pick him up and carry ... As I saw it, I do not know. And after they have passed, the crowd did not disperse for a long time, shouted "Hurrah!".

I brought a lengthy confession of love for the leader, as a typical phenomenon of Soviet reality in 30 years. On the vast expanse of the Soviet Union, millions of people did not have higher authority, than Stalin. All of the victory of socialism, the real changes in their lives for the better ordinary people associated with this name and with this person.

In 1946, the Hero of Socialist Labour Maria Denisovna leader, zvenevaya farm "Chervonyi giant" of Kharkiv region in the magazine Ogonyok wrote:

«Why I'm voting for Stalin? Because I'm uneducated woman woman, raised three sons, one of whom died a heroic death in combat for the Soviet motherland as a colonel, the second - Graduated from an agronomist, worked with us on the farm, the third - a teacher in the city.
In a capitalist country, a simple peasant children may "break out in the people "themselves, without parental assistance? This is only possible under the Soviet regime, but under socialism.
with Stalin, we faced down fascism. Stalin, we build communism. I have faith in Stalin. And so I vote for Stalin. "

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I think I have made not a failure!

.. You know what this is right?

you see the picture above, that is: exactly. Mr.Sexy!
I do not know if that is why now that I complete my degree shitty past, or I went through my pink glasses have just sold, than in the moment we moved over here, but ..

.. I'm really grad panic!
I made a mistake! I never start with J and what can I will finish it-TODAY!
you are not up-to-date so I'll be better tonight or tomorrow because I have to make up for Tuesday NEN ARGE early date, ... then you might understand something the better ...

God I could slap grad. You know what I did to Siggi?
How could I be so selfish and let me lie flat on Jörk while I was still in his relations with Siggi?

Ok, I'm moving NEN-flash, a relocation trauma, whatever!!
Please tell me that I only grade NEN fit of total überbewertetem have bad conscience and again passes by ....

Siggi may never know what I did, I must finish this and must continue to try to save my relationship ..
Yes you read correctly. I am totally at the degree spin, but I'm really just total panic attacks ...
now I need my degree in dire Anja! Urgent than usual ...


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I'm actually now everyone knows that I gave birth to 3 children and not only 2
Especially after I had so afraid Mr.Sexy to tell them when we were on our way to the youth office ..... Tell me, you read my entries at all? * Lol *

Anyway, what I tell you now, is the darkest experiences of my past. I've finished with the whole and I'm now so clear.
If anyone question me why or condemn, I tell you the same: Entfollowed me, throwing me from your friends list, because that is sending you something I do not approve.
You always have both sides of a coin and whoever me because of what is now almost 10 years back .. Sorry convicted. I have zero understanding of.
Mr.Sexy is cop, has 3 children and even he sentenced me no play! So "Handle it or leave me the fuck alone! I learned my lessons and they hurted like fucking hell! " Believe me!

So, as I said my life was always chaotic. Divorce of parents, bullying at school, weight problems, nausea inferiority complexes, rebel and perhaps I'm even a little bit confused sex with love when I was younger, say, will: Yes, I am no angel and have my parents anymore than a gray hair gives. I know that now.
I was in the home, have lived with my grandparents, there have also been things that I would now prefer to do undone, but it is part and parcel of my life. Part of my experience and in some ways I am grateful ...

When I was 18, I am drawn back to my mom. Until then I had not had any real relationship. Sex yes, but no relationship .. Yes net looks like man. It does not have to marry
if you can be popping! Happens to be such, if you think something else. Wake up, princess
Yes, sometimes I am also quite ne Bitch, but that's just what life taught me has, therefore, I am what I am and think as I think, you know? At 18, I've

Jürgen met who was 19 years older .. and is thus older than my own parents. I loved him net .. Gee whiz, I know net what came over me, the sex that's net, because we had only 2 months after we met, it was also good and net .. anyway care. Igiit, I will think about it because net.
Jürgen was Alki, freshly arrived from the prison, super lazy, a loafer, has drowned in only 6 days all our money, paid no rent, no electricity, nothing and I've really paid much therefore survived because I have my mom.
some point I began to Jürgen beat-to beat right ... So really with his fist and I also had a black eye because of him .. but to tell it all would be collected too far.
Anyway, I had the long snout full of starving him, after almost 2 years, moving constantly, beaten, sleep on the floor, and bad sex ... So I thought I had finally hit the jackpot!

. ... In January 1999 I was myself then my mom made that once had more trouble with ihremn type. We are
been drinking .. Well so far it went. I had no money again, my Mom almost nothing more. So we've tried to identify the cheapest and had it hung for 2 hours and really wanted to go.
I again briefly to the toilet and when we wanted to leave then, Greg came to our table and asked if we want Darts .. Gee whiz, the guy was so ugly. I did not want to, but Mom, virtually always said how she thinks, then what determines the donated and we have to put our men Ollen net .. Wooohoo. Deal!
I was annoyed, I tell you. But then he came back to the table and had his buddy there ...
Do you believe in love at first sight?
I've experienced twice, the first time that night. (The second time, in July 2010)
Chris was amazing sweet, has just looked cool and I wanted him .. Wanted him more than anything else .. I had in mind that I'm too ugly to him, but for the bed the guys we do so often, but for that we are good, so I .. so I've taken away also accept to be just a one night stand for him, the main thing I was allowed to touch this lovely Adonis feel once and ...

Chris was so overwhelming he could kiss her sweet and great, I found out a few hours later, but he was the perfect gentleman and said he was not such a give me his number and has agreed to meet me for the next evening.
I already had an hour there before .. on 11.1.1999, 16 clock I sat with Mom in this pub have gehibbelt like hell, waiting for Chris .. He arrived on time clock 17.
I would have died on the spot for this man. Tall, slim well built, blonde hair, blue eyes and dazzling smile ever ...
This evening we have actually spent only smooch with bright red-really until our lips were raw and ... and as my mom then went off because she had to catch the Last Metro, am I left.
I took Chris home and slept with him .. In the early hours of 12.01 and was in the 7th Heaven ...

was time Schüchen I am wrong and I barely raised my mouth, so were the beginning of our meeting very biased, but I just enjoyed the time with him and loved to have sex with him.
the first time in my life I had really good sex, sex SUPER. I've always said this "With Chris, I had my sexual revolution" * giggle *
Anyway .. So we met every day, have hardly talked, I was head over heels in love and knew that I want to grow old with the man and after a week he asked me the stupidest question ever .. I mean: After a week? Really?
He asks me if I forbid so tatsächliuch and after we-know-what I had sex as often .. And no, I did not have.
I've taken the time to Jürgen pill, but did not tolerate, so I got it stopped.
with Jurgen and I ran for months already eh nothing more, so I did so because net also have to think ...

I am an absolute opponent of abortion, so I was probably every color in the face, but I Chris asked "what if ..." and he answered me when I'm pregnant, he would not allow that I think even on abortion, as it has with his child!
And I was the happiest person in the world .. This man was so perfect ... until he gave me exactly 3 days later then stated that I MUST abortions, should I be pregnant.
I was so hoping ... I always wanted to have children and I have nothing I liked more than one child from a man I love everything about him and grow old ...
2 weeks later I had my period must get, they never came!
I waited a week, it was continued. My mom was ultimately the one who pushed me the money in hand and told me I should buy NEN damn test!
Oh, and by Jürgen I had separated in the meantime also ... this separation I would have done it without my family but never ... and Chris

My pregnancy test was positive and I am right in the mix of emotions! I was so delighted at the little something that grew in me, on the other hand, I was so scared because of Chris. The fact that he wants to force me to have an abortion, leaving me .. But I had priorities and were called now times: No abortion, I am not a murderer! (Sorry if someone feels attacked .. that's just my opinion and I have reasons .. I like to explain, if necessary)
Chris has responded as expected. He wanted the child, I did. He has made statements. I was happy. It is to know so indescribably wonderful feeling that you're able to create a life with your body and let it grow in you, my parents did in the beginning of happy grandparents specific and in a week came back Chris crawled ..
I've taken it back stupid cow!

My pregnancy was from a few attacks of nausea, fine, no complaints otherwise, difficulty gaining weight, the sex was still good .. However, Chris has tried everything so I lost the baby.
He has rushed the dog to a friend in me has made strenuous things with me, so I vlt. NEN get severance and was extremely ruthless and hard during sex because he was hoping that I lose the baby by, but I was so blind.
I loved him, you understand that? No ... I can understand. I understand even today any more.

The nine months went around, we have popped, arguments, separated us, popped back, reunited, again arguing .. I do not know how often does. In any case, my pregnancy was not even over and all have been incredibly annoyed by us!

Chris was at the birth here .. this day was soo strange
He stood by me, my parents were there, the delivery was hell, so I did not even after birth had the feeling that this is my child .. It seemed so unreal.
BUT I had a beautiful little baby: Leon Drick Christian, born on 10.12.1999 at 17.36 clock.
12 noon clock burst in my womb, my dad picked me and witnessed my first woe and, unfortunately, my "I get a child now and want to squeeze it out of me with all his might," cries * rofl * Something has been missing
.. I liked Leon, but the feeling was not there Mama ... On this day, Chris told me the first time that he loves me

1 day later, he has insulted me and hit the first time -! In the hospital ... while my Mom happy her grandson was in arms! Then it was
worse and worse. Chris has beaten me regularly Leon was annoyed when hunger was at night (which is normal so) started to drink more and more, has threatened to take away the little me .. but I stayed with him.
are short term, we even pulled together, but they were 2 or 3 weeks, then I went with Leon again to my Mom ..
My mom and her ex were only annoyed by us .. either popping they heard us or fight us. The blows they have never noticed. Chris has carefully watch out that you can see anything ...
My mom went out after her ex has broken up, I was alone and then everything went out the rowing ...
Chris could not get it to work, has just drunk yet, I was beaten, cheated and eventually was it so hard that the neighbors regularly phoned the police ..
Every time came, a report went to the youth office and stood before my door "to help me" but I've made on Stur ..
I was so blind. I just do not get it that Leon can not grow up. I definitely need to leave Chris .. even after the Youth Office has used harsher means and I was taken to court, I've's never seen ..
No. I'm kidding can continue to beat and fuck ... I
Leon never really treated like a mother should know the I am now! I know since I'm Jessica ... and I actually cry degree, all this time because I was so damn stupid and blind ... How could I do to
my little angel thing?? Geficke Because the bit of good?
God. That's may indeed Obviously it was not!

On the night of 10/12/2001, it has escalated! It was the night to Leon's 2nd Birthday.
Chris and I were actually separated .. he came, has behaved, my last money demanded and wanted to take my last cigarette (money would have come 2 days later) .. I've denied him, So it was brutal.
has me thrown to the ground, has hit me. I fled into the living room and he took the phone and it beaten into me.

Then he began to tell me to box, then got up and has occurred to me. Then he ran away ... is simply cut off.
I grabbed Leon, who was woken up in the meantime, have things packed up, he wanted to bring my mom (at night 2 or 3!) And then even the police to report him.
When I opened the door, the police stood in front of me tells me I'm going nowhere and it is ne complaint against me before for assault!
give you this I have done nothing. I was afraid to have taken a knife and threatened Chris, yes, but I had never really done that yet .. He then hurt himself with the knife beneath their eyes.
Anyway, I asked the police to be allowed to bring my son first, to my Mom, I come to volunteer, and tell them everything they want, they have allowed me. I've
spent a good 2 hours at the police did, they were repeat my lawyer, my dad and the Youth Welfare Office called aunt .. but it was just too late for repentance! The
said the youth welfare office to me bluntly, "You are up to 14 clock with Leon for me. He is placed in a foster home early stem and remains there for now until they controlled their lives and I come with the police. The decision by the court I'll get away! "
I had to do it. I had no choice ... but I was too cowardly and did on that day my mom done the worst thing I could ever do to her: I asked her, her beloved grandson at the Youth Office to deliver!
my Mom it was worse than me, I know, and she had a meltdown reason, but I was too cowardly .. just like always ...
Leon was then so away .. almost on the hour exactly 2 years after his birth!

The next few weeks I could see him every 2 or 3 days. My mom was always here, the willingness of foster mother seemed very nice and also my desk officers from social services, but then changed something ... fairly quickly.
Leon had a short time can not relate to me. He called the willingness care "Mom" while he ignored me, she is crying after them, as he alone should remain with me.
I had an outburst at the Youth Office, have wept and raged and I went to visit again .. without Leon.
A Psychological assessment was made. I was judged on what my ex for telling lies about me and about my own past in the home ... I had the moment where I walked into the practice, already lost ...
Yes I've made mistakes. Serious errors, but to judge me because of my past?

It was decided that Leon is in a foster family. That was about a year after the incident. He arrived there, lived a good, my mom visited him regularly .. I do not.
through my cousin Ahmed, the I met with the confirmation of my little brother in 2002, I've re-found power and the force me finally to Chris solve ..
We are then not met .. we had sex it was another incident in which I truly him, in self-defense out, had seriously injured and then it was over ...
By Ahmed I decided to finally settle my life and then eventually back to Leon to myself.
I've got an apartment in Fürth taken close to my Daddy to whom I owe as much in that time! (I love my parents so much, you can imagine does not) .. I've searched again NEN job and I decided that I do not want to have more children.
I would not go through all that again, and great was the fear that one I like taking away my newborn child ....
I had a good life, got along great, was happy ... then I met Siggi and much as I wanted more and did not relate so little I HIM I was with him but somehow sure that HE is exactly the right one. Siggi
I've said from the beginning of Leon - a big mistake, because his family still am therefore condemned, but Siggi did not.
Siggi was understanding, loving, I'm with him I felt like a princess, he was simply the very best what ever happened to me ... Maybe I
tell our story someday, but not now. I heul today anyway enough from the eyes and it hurts me to think of our early days ...
Siggi has encouraged me at that time, Leon to visit again and I did.
It was hard. Very difficult. Especially as the foster parents were always there. I was completely under the control and Leon was uncertain to me like anything .. But I have made good.
My mom was at it and said, with shining eyes "Daniela, like today I've never seen you! You seem so .. so .. MOTHERS! "
I was touched and it made me think .. not only that I now had only maternal but also just because Siggi necessarily wanted children, but I since the "removal" by Leon thought about sterilization ...
I've fought with me .. long, but I was so sure that Siggi is the perfect guy to rethink about my decision. He has given me so much strength and energy was so positive and has influenced me positively insane.
Like you know me now .. I was not yet 8 years ago.
I really never did get open my mouth, never said my opinion, had no self confidence .. Wed Siggi has given all of that and I loved him.
infinitely So! So much so that we got engaged after 2 months and 3 months, moved in together.
after January 2003, almost exactly four years the first time I had the certainty that I am pregnant again and I was afraid ...
I remember this day .. to Siggi's happy face He was so happy to be daddy. He treated me great, it was in every investigation and has so much been looking forward to the baby .. I knew it was the right decision.
Leon did I go visit and when it was not to hide anymore, I'm the youth office informed of the pregnancy .. responded surprisingly very very positive!
I was relieved and happy. But then what happened, what has it changed everything.

I've started to Leon over feeling guilty .. not only because the pregnancy with Jessica was so much positive, but also because the birth was so wonderful.
had pain and I've wanted the midwife to hell, but it was so .. on beautiful fashion.
Jessica was born and I've loved so madly .. so crazy and all .. Mama this feeling was right there and so much so that it totally blew me away!
When she was then applied to my chest and drank the first time that Leon never did, I was so overwhelmed ... I would can immediately release the next child.

The relationship with Siggi has always had ups and downs, but as a father, he was perfect and magnificent. Jessica may be the first 3 years like a little princess grew up and I could not really happy and grateful for this man!
In this time I've been thinking a lot. I thought about what went wrong with Leon. Have the once a year to get these reports, in which time and again was the importance of a solid base for Leon, how much he suffers from other children because he wears NEN name other than its "parents" and that he loves the two so much and feel so at home .. Do not get me wrong
. I have not made the decision because I had a "new kid" .. just had a stronger feeling, thought did better was a bit more mature now ...
I have the time, shortly after the birth of Jessica wonders if it is not the most appropriate if the family lives in Leon, adopted him ...
I've seen my mistakes and I wanted nothing more than that Leon has the happy childhood that I was going to give Jessica.
It broke my heart as I've understood what I've screwed up and I really thoroughly thought about it whether an adoption would not be the best choice.
I knew my parents would give Siggi blame. I knew my mom a break once again, the heart, but it was seen sober for LEON is the best thing I could give him would now!

I asked the Youth Ministry to .. that was just before I was pregnant with JP .. whether the family would consider an adoption into consideration and goodness gracious, who were totally over the moon .. overjoyed.
me then I really think, after 3 or 4 years, plus decided. Leon I'll release, so he is happy he gets the name of his "parents" and thus has no more problems in school because the other last name and then it was only to be signed to Chris ...
I had the choice .. I could also learn how it goes Leon, could have pictures, but I do not consider this appropriate.
With my signature, the notary, I've almost put my motherhood. I am indeed his biological mother, but before the law and on the paper gives me no more than his mother ... I'm his and that's the producer ..
And I deserve to be the producer's ONLY.
JP was born and I received the news that Leon is now officially no longer my child.

I do not know how's it going. I do not know if it was the perfect decision, but I trust his parents.
I know that they love him, that they give him for the past 8 years all the things I would never be able to give him and I know when he is old enough (which traveled so in 6 years) and appear to me, should tell him that I would then like I failed miserably and I will endure it if he insulted me and whatever, because I've earned.
But I hope that he is happy and carefree growing up .. that was my reason for the adoption!
I have to complete, also have no pictures or anything else from him and I will not even tell my children that they still have a half brother, because this is simply not true.

Before the law they have ever had. I gave birth to a child in front of them, but I have 2 children!
I was so far only 2 children really a mother .. at least I try my best for them to be and make it better for them ...

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