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.. Why not go to # aecon2

Hey,

this is now really the last time that I perform the
So let's start from scratch.
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Last year I was unable to Asylum, you know: money invoices to 200% of Siggi there's bills and have acted because it is fundamentally in the fucking car!
I could not see Chad and Misha. Devastated, have always hated each there was. ITEM!

Then there was the good news: There are ne # * throws confetti * Dani Aecon2 a year has to save. That works for sure!
I have moved, I've sworn no fucking idea of wasting more of Cons. Point!

THEN did I learn that I had power again, the twins come to Ringcon, I planned to do done. Just before I had to cancel Ringcon .. because of money! Aecon #
I had always written off, but then Jensen Ackles announced as a guest and that only a few tickets are not here, Bine bought me the ticket.
Actually I should have from October NEN job that J wanted to give me. SO I want to finance it, but J did not give me the job concerned, as I am by Siggi completely unreliable because I am dependent on him for the car and the driver's license, I do not own and so far not needed, but .. and you can google the like ... Eschenfelden is so cut off, you're out here gearscht without a license and car. Well
and Siggi's behavior I have to really say nothing more or?
So I saw my Con plans dwindle, but the job here because I had to clean the stairway, where I get every month 60 €, I had planned this 60 € for it.

In June this year, I need a new spiral. The costs included examination and ultrasound but around 300 € I'm not, so I've decided that money from January to do on site for the spiral.
Con and Jensen Ackles or not.
Sorry, but get no child is definitely more important than his 32-Fangirl fuss to go, if you want the problems and shit for 2 children up to their necks!

I had officially called off the Con. You remember? If not, you can read here!
THEN, it was announced 2-3 weeks ago, Jared for the Con. JARED! My Sammy.
I wanted, wanted, wanted and have calculated through all that and decided somehow I'll manage with the spiral. BUT
and now the giant is, however, that what I have not told you yet, because I simply not able to write about it because it hurts me: I'm not my job!

I also had J the month 45 of the 60 € back to give back what I miss grad front and back Now let me explain to you one time.
These 60 € may not be much. For me they are a fortune.
We are 2 adults, I have 2 small children. I get Hartz 4th Yeah roared, only "social parasites"
You know really how little money you get from the state and just how much children cost? How many applications I have written, since the pregnancy with JP?
Even before the birth I've Applications written. Travels to 2 months after his birth, which means 2 weeks after my maternity leave I've already worked again. I
war here a refusal after the next because I have no driver's license, so I said nothing of social parasites! Okay?

Do you understand? I do not have the money.
I have our money plus monthly child benefit. About 60% of that money goes away for fixed costs such as rent, electricity, insurance, and then there is the fucking car.

I have about 400 € a month for us to live! For 4 people, for 4 weeks. You think that's a lot?

Do you have children? Probably not!
Jessica is currently at the time because she needs something for school. Have you ever bought school supplies? As much is a pack of pencils alone 6 euros and Madame is real good at it to go and lose their pens ...
Then come to pass that the children grow, how stupid! So I may well buy new clothes every 2 months. Have you ever dressed a child from scratch?
Even if I buy second-hand and KIK go, because sometimes loosely, with shoes-off € 200 per child!

The Megagau is then the car in which I've put the last few months many Euros, with the result that this Pile of scrap metal has almost cost me the day before the life. Car is complete junk, but we need one.
a used old, and probably again in 12 months, scrap, you'll get not less than 600 €. And now tell me where I am to get 600 euros?

Is this just a tiny part of what I have problems at the moment .. not even a tenth of a percent of what I run shit on grad.

I think you yourself are so clever that it no longer asks me NOW why I do not really get to Asylum?

Sorry if this entry is snotty, but sometimes it seems to me that when I write with NEM mob of teenagers, the daily Sunshine by their wealthy parents in the ass get blown!
And NO, this is not a reference to anyone in particular.

Life isn'ta Fairytale! And mine was not even when I was a child. Perhaps, some people including my Mr.Sexy simply grow up or get to the side of my life to understand what little can!

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why Europe Hides UKRAINIAN CRIMINALS

Vyacheslav Pihovshek decided to give an explanation , Regarding the provision of Czech asylum ex-Minister of Economy Bohdan Danylyshyn, at the same time explaining the fuss about asylum Headquarter eksu, Michael Pozhivanovu, though that while about it and did not ask. Instead there warning in advance of his former colleagues in the orange camp, in particular, ex-Minister of Foreign Affairs of Ukraine, Tarasyuk.

specify at once, I have great respect for Vyacheslav Pihovshiku, it always produced a balanced analyst impression on me. However, apparently proximity to the body, or, as now, they say, belongs to the presidential pool of journalists, making it too politically correct.
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.. Scared to death

Hey,

I swear to you, I'm damn good NEN guardian angel! We
today would be almost every 4 hops and I went together for hours after it went really bad, but thanks really great # SPN spoilers Preview video for nÄ. Weeeeeeeeh week * * and hear lots of Mcfly and look at # MrSexy pictures, we went again.

Holy Crap. It was so bad!

I wanted to buy yesterday. As our car spins more and more (I had told you, but is not it?), I've decided I go shopping already for 2 weeks. As usual, Siggi
came again .. not in the Potten (Hurrah, this time he's endured a whole 3 weeks before he sat down again from early to late in the shitty PC * throws confetti has *... NOT!)
that as it is, Dani shopping so smart and always buys bissi more so that they can improvise, so I've got it postponed to today. This morning I'd

him then directly after waking up, beaten by the best apartment!
is to Because he sits down at the PC and screams in the worst of Jessica, because the rise has had difficulty with. Yes, she gets on my nerves.
Only.
incessantly.
But how he deals with it is kind of NO-GO. So I'll leave not even with NEM to adult!
Anyway, I reacted again, he goes down car will not start.
So I had breakfast, cleaned up everything, then want to go. Car still skips on net.
He complains to me, does around, I thought "fuck u!" and I am be returned to the apartment, on it, that I stop NEN weekend shopping by bus, but would then buy milk and drinks not have been possible.
came At 15 clock Pscherer the woman with whom I am also concerned grad, is why. The
does not do anything more with us talking, never stop and the worst thing that I would speak alone.
Really.
super urgent. After
an hour ago is gone, then we go shopping now S said, but he may turn on the light and nothing, then the cart moves already.
Super! 16.30 clock. An hour before dark and we'd need only to drive back and forth 30 minutes, but Oookay.
The Lord knows everything better again.
So I really bought in no time, we are back to where it was quite dark already. Siggi but no light turned on.
because I had already really scared, but well, the main thing we somehow come back home and the best FAST.
We just drove by 3 km or so, shits off the fucking car and remains in the middle of the road in the middle of Pampa, are nothing more stirred, not even the warning lights turn on and we have no cell phone reception.
with my phone would have gone there, because D1 is great out here, but Dani was present cell phone!
I almost get NEN attack.

Do you think it would even stop who?

30 minutes we sat in the car until Siggi got the idea to run a piece to vlt. bit to get reception, children have been annoyed because they were afraid and did not know what is going on, it got darker, we in the middle of the road without warning lights * screech *
After just three quarters of an hour then kindly stop times who, but there had already reached his fucking brother Siggi, who has generously mercy to come here and to tow us.
* grml *
Dear I were frozen to death in a car than to see that, but good.
He was quite fast since, has been towed us - the only problem was: A.
of its indicators had all the time, so has seen Siggi NULL. Could net direct and almost drove into the ditch. First fear outcry from me.
B. Then it starts to rain even as the electronics has failed, could we turn on the wipers do not Siggi rowing like mad with the steering wheel around, pulls the window to see anything, suddenly panicked screams "Fuck, I see nothing. Fuck I'm slowly panic! "THE
sending you put my children in a panic, he almost drove into the ditch again, 2 Outcry from me, my children participated directly. Then S
was so bright and jerks the steering wheel back around, was complete with the car on the other side of the road and at that moment there came a car.
Jesus, God Almighty Sakra!
I've cried, her eyes tightly shut, my heart is literally slipped into the pants and I looked forward to stick the other car and only then did he shouted hysterically Siggi is god damn slow. No matter what happens. He should slow down.

... Especially now that the next trench again strikingly race approached. I swear he had not done it, I would have pulled the fucking hand brake. Siggi did. The
Abschleppeil is torn by and thank God we were there already in the next village.

Holy. I was never happy in my life that are this damn car is still, as at the time.
Alois then got out and doing around because Siggi has slowed down so abruptly. We have explained it to him and then have the decided to keep the car, including our buying us to pack in Alois car, which is big enough, and he drives us home.

Yes he did, I am also grateful for, but as soon as we were at home, was the same again on the nerves.
First he blasphemes Sun from crappy because of the flat. Yes, hello? I have to do everything alone, I can rip net .-
are thought to have few boxes, and? Handle it!
And then he acts around because of the Moni and because Siggi has broken off contact (I'm told you still net is promised tomorrow ..!) And there was definitely the point where I am something of no Bock had everything and I'm locked in the kitchen.

asshole family.

Well. Our car is now totally fucked. somehow the light engine failed and I have no idea where to get the money for a new car, especially since we nÄ. First months have no money because the consortium wants to see the new lease.
wanted to bring the landlord this week, but men's asshole gets so fried anything, EXCEPT: You are a policeman, can NEN Pups are, then he jumps! Hmph

Well I'm so over the week and operated and ask myself why I really and sincerely me at all giants .. Yes, I'll do my children's sake, but I remember how I geh gradually based I mean seriously ... I watch you pictures of me at times ... I was once so happy and pretty. Now, if you shoot me, I see by the Bank through like a piece of shit!

I need ne solution and fast.

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UP What degree DEGENERATIZMA CON SVIDOMYH "The hatred and inferiority complex


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Obstetrician-Gynaecologist - former-zhinkovnyk, polohivnyk-zhinochivnyk
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.. # Aecon2 and Steve Carlson concert Freu Flash

I just wanted to tell you yesterday what is going on, but somehow .. aaaaaaargh, I have ants in one and 10,000 things to do, also have excessive update yesterday on my comic HP made, but now I MUST!

Can we first come to the fun part?
So in April is a Steve Carlson concert in Berlin. I'd never know, but Anja want to go, I am even now not such a huge fan, but I like his voice certainly take great pleasure and Anja's just something nice and again. I mean, we know each other so long, have met only once and there were kids there. That would be something completely different this time already and is also affordable and convenient. (And sometimes just has to mention that I will finally know Dani learning with which I'm also for years had more or less contact * smile *)
I think this fits were 140 Euro.
was firmly planned by my cleaning money war with spiral I somehow ... BUT ....

Now I've learned last night that Jared Padalecki is to Aecon 2 ... SUPER MAJOR
FanGirl MOMENT! I mean, hello? It's Jared! My Sammy. MY Sammy. Okay
last year was my and my Misha Chad, but Jared is yet again .. how to tell the to now without the other two sweet insult?
I mean, * * hibbel SAM WINCHESTER is! * * Kreiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiisch
I try to get seriously down grade, Anja try to persuade me out of it, but I want, want, want!
Jared and Jensen .. I could breathe your air .. God if that works out, I kiss the fuckin floor in Mannheim Dorint, I swear.
Sam and Dean, Sam and Dean, Sam and Dean .. I have a degree of brain overload! * Giggle *

.. so who follow me on Twitter, which was once said: The connect with Jared in Popo to I eh net .. I'll faint, but determines to kiss the ground .. Yes I do! Immediately. Without compromise! LOL .. So
the hare still has my ticket. A highly fact that they did not listen to me! * Cuddle *
I could be with Jessi's room and I'll also get bargain tickets in the mail Anja is really good at it to see that!
That would be for travel and accommodation as well as only 150 €.
food is overrated, I need NET, before being excited and also - go hungry 3 days and have only breakfast, makes ne slim waist! * Giggle *
The money I got loose in May, cleaning, due to my, that's not an issue. Jetz's just the only question for Photo Shoots. Jensen
costs 75 € and is limited to the shoots. A pity, but maybe I have to live with, that this will probably nix and Jared will be a matter of luck that I get hold of a photo shoot there, although I would really like one .. and we do not now think of it, which probably will cost an autograph of the two, as Misha has the autograph alone cost 40 ... (Addendum: I DEPP autographs are included * headdesk *!)
I probably come with Pic and autograph just for Jared to 150 € (also again Addendum: Images J2 150th were together. vlt. I'll manage !!)... No matter. If not then not. The main thing I am there and see him and his breathing stale air! * Faints * and hackle


The problem is really only that the money is, what actually was VERY IMPORTANT scheduled, but I have eh look that I'll finish here, sort out and sell things that are not salable and we need never, if only for the car, which is indeed scrap .. So fuck it. I'm planning it now. I just need the
with Siggi discuss, plan to Anja on Saturday to Skype and then I drive just come to Berlin in April and May to Mannheim or?
What do you think? Right. Just do not think .. Woohooo (and counted in secret around, but because it insists on a photo shoot)
note for me: Before you fall into a swoon, because you've seen Jared at a distance, watch out that Denise not near * lmao * is

Okay, I absolutely must come down, and put my mind to talk to Siggi. He had promised me .. so he has me doing now possible.


I do now all for my home clean and then you get the ugly part .... read
Yes, I'll do 2 entries today, I'm grad to think of negative things to jittery!

freuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu * * Jared prepare yourself, Dev is coming!

Oops ... maybe I should I also look out the dates on which the respective events are .. would benefit from it? LOL

Again Addendum: the signing of Jared is not included, since it is sponsored guest, so I have to pay the extra but!

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I feel like dying today .... (

I had despite everything that happened last week, especially Thursday, a good weekend and earlier today , at 10 h also super good mood, but grad's go amiss right.

Pscherer The woman was there and had early NEN's appointment in the school. She had "good" news for us, as she thought and was as follows:
Since Jessica does not participate in the grad school and absolutely everything denied that she has agreed with the teacher, who in my opinion, totally incapable and incompetent, and that Heinz School, which checks whether there are school children Suitable composed and which have now so Jessica is not found suitable for primary school.
My opinion? This village idiots are just too stupid to get it controlled!
honest: the son of my sister in law is the total Spasti. He takes his Teletubbie to school with and sucks thumb, will also be otherwise legally impeded, but should be in primary school and her other son, 3 1 times in the Class has remained seated, but my daughter who is really smart is in ne Depp school. Fuck off

Your oh-so-great proposal was now so that Jessica now available in a special school is that is in Sulzbach-Rosenberg, and then lunch in a Psychological day care, which would mean I would be up to 17 small clock away from home .
- come home, just hello, then I do already eat, shower children, feed them, put them to bed. SUPER!
I think the biggest mistake we might make, because it feels so now the neglected and jealous of her little brother.

her I did that as well as directly said and her reply was "Either they cooperate or there is the youth ministry and then the kids are away, "
you can not imagine how I felt and what was going on inside me. I mean, I called this woman, because I wanted their help to prevent this and only because the teachers are overwhelmed and totally something?
I then simply switched on or pulling, have my coffee and am taken to the bedroom. (Please do not ask me for my current coffee and cigarette consumption)

When that was gone - and I am not even adopted today - Siggi and I were completely down with the nerves and somehow went well today at all nothing more. I did not even cleaned up or something.

Jessica came for lunch from the school and has on its own, wholly realized homework and Siggi then went to her and told her what will happen to them.
It was so bad. The total received NEN Heulkrampf and I almost collapsed, therefore, it has clung to her dad and said, "You love me no more!"
.. If a mother breaks my heart, that is one thing, but this was something completely different .. that was worse. I swear to you.
Exactly that's just the point I was afraid and why I have refused to make it. I KNEW that Jessica feels neglected and jealous, they get there now, to inform us then has only 2 hours a day, is their downfall and for us it would make it worse.

I do not know how to do it the clear. The decision will ne to Wednesday and is definitely no!
Jessica was nervous today with school friend, the only one who still speaks with her because they avoid the other kids and their mother is absolutely not satisfied with the teacher and wants to use now that the at least the relationship between Jessica and her classmates better.
My suggestion would be, we focus our discussion now, rather than the children, but rather to Siggi and me, because as the problem, my view is, but she knows Ollen offices and psychologists.
nichtsdesototrotz But I cheer inwardly, because I knew from the beginning. I knew that this is the problem of my small and not exactly that they are too lazy, too stupid or rebellious is.
So fucking: get your ass back here and help us to become a couple.

As I said, it's not about my needs, it's about my children and for this I would give my soul.

Super Tagged by the way: my own needs.
I feel now as if I go basis, not just the bin is mega super fat and look like shit ... I miss my Jörk so terrible. It hurts so damn and I do not know what to do about it and how can I fight it.
I was bitchy yesterday and he ne very formal, "commercial" email got sent, because he will have nothing more to do with me privately, and contrary to expectations, he wrote me ne love all mail back .
I do not really like me to get through it all.

I J miss too much with my kids too much work up there's, let alone what to Siggi and I worked up and I'm already freaked out fast.
is still given that our car is the last 2 months on the MOT and we no longer expected to drive around with it, it gives up more and more the spirit, and now even the light machine that is still standing, but rumstottert like anything with God and I do not know where to get the money for a new car but desperately need one! Without a car here
's just not possible. Today is real once again one of these days when I hate my parents for that they bore me ....

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Dev is down with the nerves and not even talk because Anja is to: (

this entry yesterday I had started writing and finished today, just so you know, decision and do not be surprised that it all might sound a bit confused:

Today is a plenty of bad day to make NEN LJ entry, but I have to divert time and just has to type out now because I'm mad grad fear of losing me.
Yes okay, you already know of me, but wanted to type out what I was supposed to be a happy report ... (

.. The reason for my mood today Jörk?
But let me first tell yet from my last weekend and why I was really happy so far. I've already told you
that Siggi and I have spoken to us and he really tried. Last week we had therefore decided that we finally do let Jessica over the weekend for their grandmother.
We had not done before, weil. .. Well, I give my reasons and others, I'm just terrible mother hen ne! * Lol *

After Ms. Pscherer So last Friday was here, we have Jessica went to Nuremberg, I got to Grandma's late and there was I am also going on at once.
I was not a good feeling, as though Jessica was super super excited, but she looked a little anxious and want to let me go so right .. net Sure, yes was the first time away from home.
I have them but had to. It was about 19 clock when we finally arrived at Mom and JP was saumüde, so I'm gone, something bought, driven home and then it was quiet!
SIMPLY QUIET, the entire weekend. Woooohooo.

It was so nice just to hang out, enjoy the peace.
early Saturday morning I woke up because JP came into the bedroom, in addition to my bed was, where it has played ... totally sweet and after I had given him breakfast, we decided the whole weekend to just be lazy and do absolutely nothing.

We then set off for shopping. It was so nice just to have only one child there.
Hach and since then has bought me Siggi ne giant cup with NEM heart on it and "I love you"
Muahaha .. which is really huge. Siggi said if I'm pure coffee pack, I need me all day to make a cup .. Well he made me coffee junkie totally underestimated * rofl *
In short, I love the cup. Saturday night would
I actually had to Anja Skype, like every Saturday, but it was so nice and quiet and harmonious, so I'd rather have it done on the sofa, snuggled up with Siggi and "Pride and Prejudice" on reading.
Aaaaw ... It was so relaxing and peaceful. I even remained calm, provided as JP from the plate has gone down and was broken. (Not that I usually then rampaging through the house, but the dishes are new and there has inspired me to where the kids smash through their clumsiness)

Sunday we slept late, then I quietly earlier ; hstück made during Siggi JP has doctored, because there was such a teeny-weeny but really nasty splinter on the ground was that I had overlooked during the sweep up and there was JP stepped in and bled like anything.
But that went by relatively quickly and then we had a really nice clock at 11, sumptuous Sunday breakfast with all the bells and whistles .. So bread, eggs, fruit, fresh meat .. * Swarm *
And my food on Sunday was kind of tasty!
I made rolls and they were not only super mega nice this time, but also buttery soft and just YUM!
I tell you, that makes so much to just have time to rest and relax to. It was a total super perfect weekend.
AND
's also walked me really well because I'm totally addicted to shopping fever. shopping JA, makes you happy and I can buy online, I am even looking forward twice * giggle * So I've ordered stuff
for Jessica, for convincing me to buy and then on Wednesday we were and are still the same KIK and Tedi stopping by, because I have some other things for the apartment used as curtain rods, folders .. such a tool holder.
He looks not so, I go shopping just love Tedi in which, although not top quality but it is good. Especially the curtain rods but just hang around anyway. Since I do not need great quality, where a rod Deppert already costs € 8 ...
My goodness, I was falling on a spending spree that I've really spent so much coal, and then had an incredibly bad conscience, but it's great we went for it.
Siggi and I were "partners" look underwear now * roflmao *
was really random. We both have just come taste the same:;))
.. And NO, Siggi now no boxer has to tip it right now (here at the launch curl grad !!).. It is Playboy underwear!

Naja und so schön es auch die letzten 2 Wochen war, so mies geht´s mir halt jetzt wieder seit gestern und das wegen meinem J.
*tief einatme*

Heute war Frau Pscherer da und diese Frau ist so der Hammer, aber selbst die nervte mich heute.
Ich bin echt froh, dass sie mich bevor sie ging, gefragt hat, ob sie mir irgendwie helfen kann, weil sonst würde jetzt ein total unwiderstehliches Arschloch vor euch sitzen und dermaßen rummaulen...
Ich war echt so richtig, richtig scheisse drauf heute und hätte ich nicht mit ihr darüber geredet  warum.. Ich glaub ich würde Go here really based. So I wanted
necessarily mean today Anja here, but have neee, Mama Münster is bitchy, so I have to do without my best friend, why tip off here now and why, and hide myself then "Pride and Prejudice" peeking into my bed.
Yes, call me addicted. I MUST watch the movie. But yesterday I got so many similarities between Lizzy / Darcy and I / J found gespamme * gg *
No no Austen, which I raised for Anja to * rofl *

Okay you notice yourself: I red drum around, but to me is really hard ... * Again * takes deep breath
(From here, have ich Pause gemacht und heute weiter geschrieben!)

Also ich hab ne Mail von Mr.Sexy bekommen, weil ich für ihn einspringen sollte, falls es schneit und ausserdem hatte er mir mein Geld in den Briefkasten geschmissen wegen Hausordnung machen.
Als ich den Umschlag raus hab, hab ich ihm dann noch ne Mail geschickt, weil er mir nur 50 anstatt 60 Euro gegeben hat.
ER hat gar nicht darauf reagiert und mich nur gefragt wann ich denn gedenke Hausordnung zu machen, aber ich hab momentan soviel um die Ohren, ich hab´s einfach nicht geschafft es am Mittwoch zu machen, das hab ich ihm auch geschrieben und dann meinte er schließlich ich soll mal eben zu ihm rüber . Come
I would not. A. I had a bad feeling, as I do when I see him, then "sigh, sigh languish," Do you know, yes. But he was
on it that I'm SHORT.
I am so over then what Siggi has already pissed off sick again, but I did not stay so long ago. When I came over

, he was just making the clothes and I behaved as distant and aloof as possible, I've listened to his stuff - it was just to house rules and we have agreed that I now do again Saturday, as the just heard - And then I wanted. I was really annoyed
gehibbelt and have to go because I wanted to, he has already noticed, too, but finally he asked me whether we smoke or a walk and then still have spoken for his caretaker activity, etc. When we returned
were inside, he said, then suddenly .. and that was really, it was so .. Man, how shall I describe it? It went from one to the next over, without warning, without a break and I also think that is one key reason why I was so offended.
He meant that we now have nothing more to do with each other privately, that I should keep a distance like this, my problems to him to tell
etc. On good German, he told me in a roundabout way that he wants nothing to do with me, I should stay away from him and we only "business" communicate with each other (and I am against the Agent, no stupid Kommi hear from you .. not even think it.)
I was pushed on the head, it felt as he would a red-hot knife encounter in my heart and my guts were the tears I had to hold back more than real, because the nakedness I would not give me, not against him.
The worst was that he wanted to talk further. And what should come then, I would not listen to God.
Ok, now turned her determined eyes, but that was the total "New Moon" situation where Edward tells Bella that he does not want to, just before he goes, and although he has not said so, I had only his voice in my head telling me "Get out of my life, you have to look for it any more!"
I just told him, it fits already and I'm off. He wanted to talk further, that I wanted to talk to him, but every talk was useless. I just wanted to get out. see Him not, cry, break down what ever .. The main thing away.
The worst that he was still adds "Time heals all wounds," which told me that I had him so kicked in the butt, because I took the display back, because they wrote it yes just for me did, but I had to do it.

I had to decide and I have decided in favor of my children, I had to.

I gave him then just leave and went away. At the door I almost NEN Heulkrampf got to go but I was able to Siggi face swollen from crying, too, so I've swallowed my tears and I'm over.

Siggi has now so finely tuned sensors, has noticed that anyway and wanted to know what's going on, had no understanding, of course, why I am because of "so nem sneaky cops" whine and then went even nothing more.
I Siggi ignoriet all evening, had just shit mood, yesterday's was no better and by Jessica's behavior has everything so hyped ... then as the wife Pscherer came, I was about to explode, and even made me annoyed.
you noticed how bad I am and I had hoped so much that Anja is online, so I can good cry with her, because she only manages to bring me down, but Anya was not there. So then I'm
Pscherer woman in our old apartment, you have everything there and tells me crying her eyes out.

Anja was then last night as well as net and today I feel like even been sick, and J has left a deep hole in me, but I will not go to him and begging that he likes me back, that we forget everything.
I have my pride too.
I understand why he does so, it was clear to me, but it hurts anyway.
J is so important to me have become the last months, he was a big part of my life and I love him, but I am especially Mother!
A mother with NEM huge thick head * lol *

I do not know how to take it to continue to work for him to see him and to behave as what would never have been but I need some way.
Our problems are more than we thought, we have a long fight ahead of us so that our life is normal again and maybe it's just good that J has prevented the contact, I do not know.

I know is that he is the most valuable thing I have ever had and what I've ever lost.
And I miss him already Insane ...

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ANSWER. Disgusting but alas ...

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restart and a life without Mr.Sexy

Hi dear, I just wanted

long to post again, what has happened and there are also missing two "Mr.Sexy" updates, but I'm insane in the stress level and also I avoid anything with grad J has to do.
Writing about it is, I also incredibly difficult, so I hope she forgives me and you first meets a standard update, so you know at all what is going on.

Abstract: dates of meetings, 4 times a week, 2-3 hours each to help the youth there, unpacking, decorating and home grant, doing laundry, caring for children or me either having trouble with them, talk with insane amount of Siggi Jörk out of the way, in the evening on the Playstation for an hour or in the bath for 2 hours (lol) with Jane Austen's " , Pride & Prejudice relax ")

So you know the ad that Siggi has allegedly cheated him out of here and that I wanted. right?
fine, then I sit next to that is because, since I'm hardly even online. The rest comes later than this weekend.
Friday comes at last back Supernatural, I'll be back before the night to be awake Saturday also, because I'm already 2 weeks Anja and hitherto neglected, now all for my last 2 boring, but also stressful weeks.

So after I had shown him Siggi and J really wanted to get out of the apartment, I had again received confirmation from him that it is not, because I have not even beaten S. I was on the one hand makes it easier because I just would not end that way, but then again I wanted loshaben him.
I then so the rest of Saturday and all day Sunday spent rumzutelefonieren to write with J mails, I even called Anya, which I never do the simple reason, because we call both hate the damn weekend and I tried to get around.
On Monday, I wanted then to Amberg for family court, but it turned out quite differently.

You know, I think. Siggi is an ass, yes, we have sauviele problems and it does all nothing more but this hintervotzige way, that's not just me!
And so grateful I Jörk was, for his help, I wanted to end it just does not.
On Sunday I lay awake half the night. When I was still not asleep by 1 clock, I'm finally into the living room to talk with Siggi and then we were really there all night and have since the first time Years, talked openly and honestly about absolutely everything.

I was so upset because I believed him, I really do.
I mean, I Siggi Tag for almost 9 years, I know if he is lying and if not, on the other side was just J, whom I adore so much that I came in the butt to do and I stood between the two.
Perhaps even more than ever before.
Monday I was annoyed because then J court net and why I was there, but by the time I had already decided that I do it differently.
Jessica does so at the moment so immense problems so we decided to involve the woman Pscherer to us in our problems, as well as those of to help Jessica.
Do you remember? This is the aunt of the Youth Welfare Office, which was 4 weeks in November with us, once a week ....

Siggi called her and she has yet given us directly for Friday NEN date and with J I had also armed again.
Siggi told me, namely, that J was on Saturday away to dinner with Nicole unc need to understand their circumstances.
I'm not jealous of Nicole, the small is indeed 23, but it looks like 14 or 15 The birthday was on Friday before, and since J could not be there and I told him how sad I felt that there was no one except uns, ist er dann mit ihr Essen gegangen.
Das Problem dabei war nur: DAS wollte ich an meinem Geburtstag mit ihm machen und er hat dazu den Gutschein verwendet, den ich verwenden wollte.
Also Siggi hatte J doch in der Wohnung geholfen, im Sommer. Dafür hat J uns nen Essensgutschein für ein Restaurant in Königstein geschenkt, welchen wir aber nie benutzt haben, weil wir einfach  nicht die Zeit haben, zusammen, alleine weg zu gehen.
Am Freitag oder Samstag hab ich genau diesen Gutschein J wieder gegeben und einfach allein diese Fakten, dass Nicole den Geburtstag bekam, den ich wollte, hat mich zur Weißglut gebracht und ich hab J ne ziemlich heftige Mail geschrieben.
My Twitterfollower should have read it.
moment I gug times whether I think. THE

here was my Mail: www.twitlonger.com/show/871b20
and his: www.twitlonger.com/show/871c95

Well, yes you see it yourself. I Depp! Whatever the case, I was with him Monday.
The conversation was short, loud, and I told him that I now keep away from him. No emails, no calls, no visits.
You know, I come to realize that it was only sex between and, but not that he goes away with other women - for whatever reasons. I'm just not a man for Fickgeschichten! For that I am too emotional and jealous.
That was stupid is that I constantly hit him from the day did, and I wanted to avoid him and no matter when I left home because he was there.
Tuesday morning, I bring out garbage, who suits me? Right Jörk.
Wednesday: I go over to House Rules to do, who stands before me and is already on the return? Jörk.

On the day we had just talked to each other again because of the display, etc., and just talking to me somehow opened my eyes.
I can not explain it. He stood before me, I would have really liked kissing and everything. He looked at me constantly so and said I should look at it net so and told me briefly on the cheek and stroked aaaaaaw, but that he said it has let me see him the first time, what is Siggi him.
I would not like to repeat, because my knowledge itself is doing to hurt and I I'm ungrateful, but Siggi had with all the statements he made about J ever RIGHT!
When we are out of the apartment over there again - we are talking to our old apartment, for, so that the neighbors do not realize it - I just let it stand, waited until he was done, then got ready made house rules and it does not view ... Quite a week.

'm In the meantime, I took care of my life. I've had dates of appointments, unpacking boxes, do the laundry and in vast quantities.
Because we all have made boxes half full of clothes because Siggi said that is not then so heavy and the boxes were half a year now so rumgestanden in the garage.
I'm still so ready to net, but there is land in sight.
appointments I've also done everything and then we had twice visited.
on Monday afternoon, we had to go shopping for this degree, stood by the youth office at the door. That was pretty funny and wanted to speak to me, because the school has called there because yes Jessica refused since the Christmas break EVERYTHING.
Since I was in a hurry but I asked them to NEN new date. Who was then the next day.
On Tuesday she came, was extremely kind to me and when I told her that I contacted the woman Pscherer already, she also went again and I thought the woman Pscherer can be as long and often take advantage of as I like.
Wednesday was then the police at the door. Jörk's colleagues to Siggi to bring the summons because of the ad. I've felt so stupid. Really stupid.
one hand, J's colleague, who knew everything and yes the other hand, the ad so sorry I did. Siggi knew already know, because I had told him on Monday morning, so there was not that bad.

Anyway. Siggi was there, and I've also taken the show back, because too much of it was, what so wrong and because I do not want it to end this way, sometimes apart: Really!

Keep me stupid, but I really think that our problems are worse since I J know.
I wanted him so much that anything I did not care.
Siggi and I are now talking to each other constantly. He gives me quite often, really honestly feel that it is what me and he is working on it, that which changes and I feel better. Ok I was
as the police, I met J and then I became almost mad with longing, but God be thanked even Anja was on the day and was able to Skype calm myself.

And the conversations with woman Pscherer are very violent and have a piece of me again opened his eyes.
Over the last 2-3 years has been building up in me so much and I've never talked about it with Siggi. The whole has been so much broken and my life is broken, as I suspected.
The problems with Jessica coming around from all the stress and because the drum has an insane fear of losing one of us. THAT is the main reason why I said, is to remain Siggi, I'll do these couples therapy, the main thing is my life and especially that of my children comes back in order.
Through conversations I do become aware of how bad everything is really first and we had only a total of 3 hours with her, where it was purely about us. The discussions related to Jessica so instead of noon and the women are alone among Pscherer and Jessica.

I'm really afraid of what's to come and I'm afraid that does not get through to, especially since it is so crazy with Jessica severity and completely blocked, but I'm reasonably confident. The
with Jessica now I lay entirely in the hands of the youth services and with Siggi and me ... Well time will tell.
I know is that it gets better.
Although we both have this apathy and exhaustion of everything, but he supports me now. You see
's yes .. It is vorran slow because we are both just exhausted from everything, but if I do something, he helps me and shows me so often by gestures and small gifts, how important I am to him.
I know he loves me and that way I am.

J I still miss, but it did me good, I'm so glad that I have no contact at the moment.
J is just too perfect for me to be flawless. Through him, I myself always felt like a failure and too fat and then various allusions in turn ...
Siggi loves and accepts me as I am, including my obesity and my quirks.

Do you understand me?
Maybe I'll take even a mistake, but we do have children with this man and there was a reason why I got him once loved.
Without him, I miss something too. My children suffer when he goes ... I will try, will continue this therapy and hope that it will again. Well
and J. .. As much as I love him, I will remove it from my life. Forever.
He is still my neighbor. Still my boss, but that's it. It must be because there's just better for me and my family is ....

It would have been I'll have so much more to tell the two weeks, but eventually I write my "Mr.Sexy" FF more .. Read's just there to;)
.. I do not really grade on .. I'm just vor'm howl and will not.

've said this on Wednesday, I told J that I'm sick to stand between him and Siggi.
He told me I think too much and is still easy to make me what I want and what is good for me that I must make a decision that is in my favor, and as paradoxical as the sound for you too mag - this decision I have without it really affecting already on the day like when I told J that I limit our contact and huge.

The day I make up my mind already against him. (

PS: If I fix it in time, you will get another update tomorrow, what can you possibly understand why I am so happy right now and why I think me S was chosen to have the right!

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If you were a shapeshifter for one day, who would you embody and what would you do?

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A Shapeshifter?
I think at the Moment i would choose either my Daughter or my Ex Boyfriend.
Just to know what´s going on in their Minds.

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User name

 Devoted Minion was created one and a half years ago.
I wrote a real Life Fanfiction and needed a Username for my Character on Twitter.
Now that it was a "Supernatural" Real Life Story and Misha Collins calls his Followers Minions, i created Devoted_Minion and also made this Twitteraccount just for the Copyright.
In the Meanwhile i´m known with this name everywhere.

If i could change it, i would go back to my usual nickname Anglo layer.
Created back in 2005 or 2006, when i needed a name for my Mailaddy and Buffy for the forum, i was in.
This name is a creation from my two favorite TV shows "Buffy" (Slayer) and "Angel" .. Never thought about what those two names together mean, but i loved it;)

... and still do!

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TELYACHA MOVA

Originally posted by ub_mybrend at TELYACHA MOVA

or someone humiliated state of Ukraine.

Tonight, all the news broadcast breaking news. Event occurred at his dramatic and terrible, which eclipsed the attack in "Domodedovo". nightmarish traffic cop committed a grave crime! He called MOVU - TELYACHEY! BYT already inflamed to such a degree that required the Minister of the Interior, Mogilev, apologies for the traffic police Sgt.

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Pyrrhic victory

Originally posted by varjag_2007 at Pyrrhic victory

happened today misunderstood by many events - significant victory for the nationalists and svidomyh on the language front. Set a precedent - now every man after staged provocation will be dismissed with the phrase "for contempt state language. "

I mean history , when a traffic policeman, without clarifying the circumstances and conduct of the case was dismissed from the police for being that he "allowed himself to public display of disrespect for the state language, thus discrediting the rank of a police officer." In other words, according to fired, the police did not discredit the torture of detainees, not a police chief who shot down pedestrians with impunity, not mired in corruption, police, but the fact that traffic cop on duty said that provocateur , filmed confession inspectors of dislike for the state language, wanted law enforcement officers stopped his car. According to the chief traffic cop of the city, a man drove Harbor by Lanzheronovskoy. Before GAI post he stopped, then suddenly pulling out. Joker has done this procedure several times until law enforcement has not responded to his efforts.

under different circumstances and in a different context, I would be outraged if it just "struggling with the bay," my language offended. And all share the view, contained respected ub_mybrend . But here, as is evident from the video, pure provocation. Also, I know that without broad advertising there is a movement for Ukrainization country called " Zrobimo kraїnu With Ukraine!" , having lawyers who help legal volunteers documentation and. legal, informational and organizational support. Some reketirskie assaults on trading enterprises and medical areas izozheny me this stuff - " Ukrainization Kiev on the march ". There are sections on "(!!!) supervision over the implementation of legislation on the language," "Shares of movement, where the facts laid out their victories. As a final "victory" called dismissal Sergeant Sweden.

As I wrote above, Nationalists are now celebrating the "victory". But this victory is Pyrrhic. Because it is made of regular (and small) step toward breaking up the country. How many are still left?

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gav_1988 @ 2011-01-26T19: 05:00

Some time ago, Medvedev spoke, and said that it is time to pay more attention to Russian culture in general and the Russian nation, then there is little played in nationalism. Even a little earlier, he acknowledged the election Batko Lukashenko advantageous to us, but it is very disadvantageous west, and even Plus Putin promised preferential subsidies for gas for Belarus. There were even some shazhochki.
short, good students strayed slightly from the hands of foreign hands, played in independence.
Now they once again decided to recall - who is the master of the house.

very next day after Medvedev's sensational statement on the Russian issue, the EU leaders make some kind of resolution, in which Abkhazia and Ossetia appeared as "occupied territory of Georgia" (which earlier in the formal papers, not write). Georgian "politics" even in their happiness did not believe.

And now the attack.

I do not need to explain that the book and disburse such terrorist attacks "our American partners." Everything happens exactly as it was during the Afghan war of the eighties. Then the Americans and the Brits just well armed and disburse terror against us, but it was in the mountains of Afghanistan. And in the nineties it all just moved to the Caucasus. But again, on western money collected scum from around the world, and though there are among the "militants" and the Caucasian natives, but the instructor is, mostly - are foreign. Organizes all is outside of the Pentagon plan, in short, just as in the eighties.
And the strategy of "containment of Russia" on the march again, going again All the same wrecking campaign rocking situation in the North Caucasus, fanning hatred in Russia. And now there is full of short-sighted people among us who will make up for anxiety and to blame some "evil people from the North Caucasus." For some reason the North. On this count Our American "partners."
Do you think it should someone from themselves Caucasians?
Freely you do not! The war at home nobody wants!
But the American "elite" it is profitable, she dreams of that North Caucasus has been separated from Russia, so there could stick of NATO military bases, radar, nuclear missiles and other things, that Russia was like at gunpoint, and of course plan to bring up a fierce hatred of Highlanders, in relation to Russian, just as it happens in Estonia and Latvia. Only the Caucasus - not Estonia, everything is fire!
and the Division of the North Caucasus from Russia, Americans expect to get the transit corridors delivery of oil, and Caspian oil itself, how to get Iraq.
And there is, unfortunately, is no doubt that all this again and again, continuing "Victory in the Cold War, all of us and" win ", our Western" partners ", leaves have not yet won.
Someone from American journalists, recently wrote: "What could be more ridiculous and short-sighted than the strategy to reduce Russia's influence in her own boundaries!? But we continue to do this on this stand huge amounts of money! "America has long lived in debt, but still can not stop funding anti-Russian campaign, and in the CIS and in Russia itself, sometimes very aggressive shares.
And it all happens for a pattern to the usual scheme, spent a long time.

Today in Washington, someone will come and report back, saying that all failed, even on Russian exchanges have lost interest, that the Russian again in nervous panic. And in Moscow someone umoetsya tears that can not be deterred.
And because the U.S. and Britain are on the brink of default! In March the U.S. will not be raised borrowing limit new debt, then in the summer they will have to declare bankruptcy. Although, perhaps, loud events like yesterday's, and a good red herring for the "smart" democratic gentlemen, the leading "information War and distracting attention from the deepening crisis of the dollar. These gentlemen now, it seems, do not argue that he was preparing and arming the militants, killing our guys in Afghanistan. And apparently, continue to train suicide bombers to Russia in an attempt to split the Caucasus and undermine our stability.
And then they still wonder: "Well, why wait for the collapse of the pyramid as the dollar empire and the end of American influence?»

Someone reported on the next job done, someone washed with tears.
war continues, soon would it end ...

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EXPLOSIONS IN Makiivka

Originally posted by ub_mybrend at EXPLOSIONS In Makeevka

IN WHOM ARE FLYING FRAGMENTS?

worth it in the morning, bang explosions in Makeyevka as Mme Tymoshenko and her staff spotted like Sobolev, immediately rushed to blame the government. In the afternoon, from TV screens, print and electronic media rushed absurd charges, he says, power organized the blasts to divert people's attention from pressing problems.



Personally, I take great doubts that the degenerate - Bandera or selfish idiots who voted for Tymoshenko will be able to divert from their precious persons, some explosions in Makeyevka. At best, a couple of seconds, will cause maliciously grin.



I do not want someone to blame or excuse, to understand the story, after all, should law enforcement agencies. Want to consider completely other aspect of this problem.

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Quo vadis, Ukraina?

Originally posted by varjag_2007 at Quo vadis, Ukraina?

Ukraine Kiev.Prazdnovanie day zluki.Ofitsialnaya part. imprinted flackelf .

official part.
organized the Party of Regions.




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.. Just get update

Hey,

here before I upgrade the whole work in progress updates, where I beat my head must work hard first, because that part for so long ago: Here
short info how about me going (and yes, I am trying to press to write down the date, because I J so incredibly lacking, I will not give in on how he dealt with me !!).. .. you understand, when ye read!

I'm all in short shit right.
The last few days were horrible, I've shown Siggi J done a jealousy scene and then made up with him.
Siggi grad tries everything to make me happy and I'm just vor'm collapse.
Children are stressful, I have to finally decide tomorrow what I want and I fear now, I build shit again and decide wrong and the worst is really that Jessica makes immense anger and I am genuine with my power at the end.

In the holidays I'm with Jessica as often as possible, practicing writing, arithmetic and reading, because it was so agreed with the teacher.
Everything was great. She has participated well and is also working since then and I thought the problem was finally solved.
But on the first day the problems started again, and for exactly 2 weeks now, they simply denied everything.
I've tried with rewards, they have tried to lure that they nÄ. Weekend for their grandmother can, but all in vain.
It is so wrong is escalating and that the teacher on Monday or Tuesday has since called Child Protection Services because Jessica refused any cooperation and this morning got a call from him and he said that tomorrow is a school psychologist and Looks like Jessica is then ne special school.

Do you know how ready I do it? Jessica could mean anything. The, the long, and now they just do not want ne Depp school?

I could so throw up in the triangle.

Thank God, the youth from the Office regarding a I changed and was very nice and accessible. We have already the woman Pscherer that the 4 weeks, we called, which is tomorrow, but still.
Here everything is so wrong, I stand in the middle and can not continue to sit and watch as helpless and I'm simply no energy left.

It's all too much, hectic and stress. I think that if there was tomorrow, I will, as I suggested Siggi first real pack my things and go to my mom and a week off .. Although I am not comfortable about it, but I have to, otherwise I freak out.
Moreover, the course the reason why I made connection with J.
I need the extra free head, I need to know what I want what is best for me and especially do I get my life back in the right direction.

That was first then the shortest summary I can give you. Must go tomorrow with Siggi to Auerbach to the police, home, clean up, wash more clothes, boxes to unpack and noon is the woman Pscherer.

wish me luck!

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Entry 11:01:11:

Hey,

Only short update today.
I hate my ex and I love # MrSexy. End! * Lol *
Well that's what concerns me grad and that was the short version of it.

Seriously now: Yesterday started back to school and my daughter must have once again listed, probably because the teacher said to her that she could equally well be left out and they came yesterday also very LUC Glad home and beamed, "Mom, the teacher said I can stay home!"
You know what annoy me about it? Not the fact that the teacher said that or she has behaved, but because He is the reason why.
He is already at 5 on to sit down at the PC to run 7:10, he then in J's room and yells at her to it ill that she should move her ass.
I hate him so much and abysmal. After he fabricated the yesterday, he is like the King himself to the Pc and boasts around "Well I have a great life, make a thick trousers on, do nothing all day, but every month I get my money-I call the child-care leave "
Worse yet, start now that JP has to go on the pot-ER he takes off his diaper, he puts down the pot and that's it ..
me sick at the way you know.
I'm still there, but we've moved, it must be done so much and I come on to unpack not behind. Here are stacked the boxes and actually still does nothing at all, because I'm always here to yell at him because he speaks to the children so myself and worrying about the kids, in addition to the budget.

yesterday again so awesome. I tell him we need to call an early joint venture. Because he did not want to move at all, I did it but gave me no information because He is the applicant.
I call him he will say, he means "Yes, yes I'll do it!"
I get so nen neck, because that is so important and there is no "yes I'll do it" has now made be.
My little yesterday was so hungry, who has sought even in the garbage for food.
I was so down with the nerves, I first watched that I give him something to eat, have house rules made and then argued with Siggi because he just would not call the joint venture.
I was really short turn vor'm. Finally, he called
yet and it was said again, they call back. He simply takes the
down so after he has eaten all the food my children. I could puke.
Then I got in his car but actually found money, told him we need to bissi was einkaufen und dann muss er gucken wie wir das überbrücken, bis endlich unser Geld kommt, ich kann niemand fragen, ich hab niemand und meine Mom kann mir nix mehr geben.
Dann will der mich doch tatsächlich in seiner Schrottkarre rumfahren, die eh nimmer geht, also stritten wir weil er sagt die Bremse ist nicht kaputt.
Ja sorry, wenn ich auf die Bremse trete und da tut sich nichts, ist irgendwas dran kaputt oder seh ich Idiot, der doch einfach die Fresse halten soll, da er selbst kein Führerschein hat und sich folglicherweise nicht auskennt, das falsch??
Naja er sich net bewegt, die Zeit vergangen,also bin ich dann selbst um 17.16 Uhr mit dem Bus gefahren und um 18.24 mit the bus back.
I hate him. I hate him and wish he would abysmal die miserably.
Especially as I said yesterday, "The bread is not eaten again, that's for the kids" and he looks me but to all serious and said, "Yes I can do nothing if the kids eat up everything!" What a fucking wanker
antisocial.
I do not know what happens if the net is finally bugger off!

The only thing that keeps me really still in a good mood is my J.
By yesterday I have also written because of the age of just over nothing to keep lists and as he owned the house.
J then asked me if I come to him Wednesday morning, he wants to do general cleaning in the house, but only 2 1 / hours.
Lord Sweetie and it would be just 5 minutes .. The main thing I see you and can even short of the whole shit off ... Yes, the problem is that yesterday, after we have posted all day, was something provocative and somehow it is so that he will always blocks and now I'm back at the point where I think I've got it exaggerated and he wants me no more.
But he has to. I go without underlying J.
I love him so much and if I did not have more, I'm also tired of something.

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shittiest Christmas and?? New Year's Eve is not!

This entry is up from 01 January. I only had not been time to make the ready!

Did I even mention that I hate my ex?
I hate him from day to day, but I can not, throw it out simply because I know he does not destroy me.
THAT is a fact. Without me he is nothing and nothing gets their act together.

I do not know why I feel so and still feel sorry for him, but it's like that and I can not jump over my shadow, even if I know that it would be better.

Christmas was once again a superb example of how abysmally shitty it is ..
Since late November, I told him we have to go to Amberg to buy Christmas presents. Day after day I've annoyed him, especially since the beginning of the month I always do all errands must, because the money happens to be tight, or else I'm nothing more middle of the month to buy gifts can.
was then ever so Nicholas total shit. For Siggi cares about nothing. I've got Nicholas things, but the day was so busy that I had slept through the almost- only when Jessi was already in bed, it occurred to me that even the 6 is, so I quickly grabbed the stuff out the door and looked, that I somehow JP locke on the door, so that does that.
shit.
us If it was always so cool and beautiful and exciting when the "Santa Claus" came .. But that was only just shit.
JP has discovered it, was all excited and then Jessica has also brought her things .. Yes, great.

Christmas then .. a day before trying the S finally moving his ass, so I bought the quick gifts that I, as well as Jessica's Geburtsagsgeschenke have paid from the rent (Our landlord said we should withhold the rent for the remaining equipment from the apartment to buy and if I had not had the money, it would absolutely not have worked ...) So I
Gifts and wrapping paper purchased, we are driven home.
I asked S to bring the Christmas decorations, which was still somewhere in the basement or garage. I did not know, because he has the boxes and rumgeschleppt displaced in ...
has really pissed me already, because normally we would be down until Christmas and I also decorate actually always been the end of November ...
Anyway, the main thing we did what any Christmas.

So wrapped gifts, nor nachgebacken few cookies and then went to sleep.
The next day I was so busy, but Siggi've always said he should get the stuff, have even looked, but found nothing .. So I decided once again on Christmas 25 to move - as in the previous year .. FUCK! On 25
then in the evening, the children sent to bed soon, gifts placed and called the kids.
That was the very very last. no tree, no lights, no decorations, simple gifts and placed only good!
JP was happy yet completely. Was running around like crazy has called "Dad, papa .. "give" and one after everything has been unpacked. But you
says Siggi has taken time at least 5 minutes to sit down with us or to see at least how to unpack his kids? NE!

New Year's Eve the same game!
Siggi had even our neighbor, the season has already promised that we come and when I found out that J will be there, we have taken at noon, I wanted out.
least 1-2 hours. I mean, how to start a new year better than my Mr.Sexy? Exactly. Not at all!
I was so jittery and wanted over, but S had no Bock has really great and so decided to move at short notice, so I worked half of the New Year to move and to carry boxes, while the other half I was busy, stupid to sit around and do paperwork, while Siggi is already by 22 clock to bed.
spent Christmas, New Year's Eve as well, therefore I have to use Skype and Facebook / Twitter and would have something to annoy me by that I could not celebrate with my J: (((

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# MrSexy's perfect birthday card

Our money is finally here * yay *
Old Swede, I have since been waiting!

belongings yesterday morning, same time remittances made cigarettes have brought and taken away glass / cans and when I got home again, I have taken J.
He was so sweet. Then he stops extra, middle of the street and asks for Siggi. For he is so trampled through the house .. supposed to ONLY to get Jessica's footwear * rolling eyes * I told him
then briefly told and then he had to, because there were other cars and HACH, He looked great.
Was the hairdresser today and * squee * POLICE UNIFORM!
I'm really the whole day with NEM Ollen gefetzt grin through the apartment and really wanted to Siggi in the workshop because of our car, but he just sits around and does not do anything. Then I
give him the money, give him ne small shopping list and money because we had nothing there anymore and I wanted to net him give to the bank card, I mean .. If it happens, then I'm sitting here and have no access to account's. No way.
But instead of then moving at last, he looks at me, "so I thought you go shopping!" Whoa
me sick. The bus runs regularly to relatively high city, but it costs just 2.90 € and it rained like Sau. If J
been there if I had asked purely in protest HIM. But well.
I've made from now to attract everything immediately, without waiting for him forever and be selfish, so I got myself dressed and I'm booted in the rain going on.
was totally awesome. It would be a connecting bus drove straight 40 minutes later, but I've decided, I leave it to me just asking for trouble.
am So I strolled through PEZ's was at the post office and Anja have finally sent her a birthday present and I looked there after calming birthday card for my Dad, for after .... I can not give away, is a surprise and so I've also discovered by accident an the SO is perfect for my Schatzi.
moment I'll show them to you:



This is the front and back. And here's the inside:

I love this card!

Yes, now I just need a trifle think of what I give him, but I'm still five months time;)

After the post I was buying it and then speaking such a clothing store that had TOTAL number pretty handbags and I'm really not one, because I was so far have not heard of "female-faction", I finally bought a time. Woohoo.
Once my phone is there, I'll show you .. You know, I'm at war with technology, but can take pictures my phone! ;)
After my extensive shopping, I've gone home and the idiot on the bus had even time can take place, but ne. Because it blocks the place where I wanted to go because my cart is still pissed because my cart falls over constantly.
When the finally got out, I put myself and the bus driver was so happy to see a new face who has been quatscht me directly and asked me where I live here.
waaaaas You know? Me directly but has almost driven to the front door! * Happy *
I thought that was so super nice and you should have seen the faces of my neighbors, as small Dani is brought almost to the front door, by nem public transport! * Divine * rofl!

Oh .. was a very good day yesterday and I went to sleep happy, after I was online again shortly, and written with my Anja hab.

* happy sigh * Life can be so gooood !

PS: Your tracked me! was constantly grumbling I am, because I thought, "should shame the Aaw You twitpic-en", then the clothes shop, ran the radio "... I throw my hands up in the air sometimes, singing eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-yo, I gotta let go ...", just before NEM Mcfly-screaming-teen fangirl moment and think about Jessi and also directly at the supermarket, I had it for now reminded of J.
Yes I see food and think of J! * Lol *

Nadine Jansen White Nightgown

mop mop Kamasutra Kamasutra the 2nd

Good morning Ladies!

First a huge WOOOOHOOOO. My money is there. At last! Now I've
times quickly transferred all my debt including to my Mom, J gets his money back afterwards and I've now contacted Schussel my phone dealer because the shit I transfer data have not been found, so you need me to send again. * Sigh *

BUT I will not even complain about my finances.
Yesterday was the very very best day so far in 2011 (which is now really serious and scary, that yesterday I had exactly 12 years also the first time sex with my ex, then where Leon was born? Muahaha)
Sorry, had I only turn remembered because I have recently written about him ...

I yesterday already thought about my # MrSexy reported and now That's like I'm over here then gone ahead and I had assumed the cigarettes. Normally, I would like
net and I also nausea ashamed, but I need ask my cigarettes and my coffee, so I J if he might bring me in the evening which can he get the money then today.
He has read the mail when he was back home and has told me that he can lend me something.
age was embarrassing, but when I walked over, he gave me the money and somehow, I do not get out of any situation, he began to clown around ..
Rule 1: If J kaspert, he wants sex * lol *
Well, then he just started touching me and rumzukaspern and I would have slapped me so that I had decided to shower in the evening grml
* * Then he grabs me as around the belly, because I GEAE ; had rgert that he has a little tummy (totally sweet) and then says so "you could do something, too!"
* blush *
Woah, I know that that was not meant any harm by it, but that was just exactly the point where he could meet me at the most, because I always think I'm so ugly and fat and much less valuable than he ...
But he was so sweet and has not made such references, so that I could use his shower. * Giggle *
God, I wanted so much, but I needed cigarettes, had to do something ... So I just got
times cheeky countered that also does not work, because I was only a one-night stand and I am his "all good things are three" stitch pulls now no more. : P
He then told me that he goes to sport and to 21 clock is back.
Yes Sweetie, I know. Football from 18.30 bis 21 clock.

I was so 2 hours with him, smoking and have taken the change will be over, where he immediately went on to tease me .. Bastard! * Giggle *
Unfortunately he had to be done, so I went and said to him yet, "You see? Would not you always so nasty to me, I could help you later so your wounds heal far "
He looks at me and said," Yes I do! "It was so
funny. He said it so ... I do not know how to describe it. The few weeks before we had before, when I told him that he told me if he wants to hear it or not, damn it meant a lot ...
I come to see as if he had a guilty conscience or so because I feel more dependent on him than he for me .. Hmm, probably just my imagination.
But in any case, it was such a beautiful afternoon, and thank God asked me where I Siggi net herhabe the money!

Now I've actually told him yet that he stalks me in my dreams, since we live over here and I'm going crazy yet, because I constantly have his scent on the nose, which yes it is that we use the same detergent * giggle *

I made the kids had finished, mega mega hibblig. My Twitter pieces have the chance to witness and I'm almost eingepullert nervousness * giggle *
Finally I gave him a mail sent again because I wanted to be sure he still wants to see me and then I quickly went shower .. with candlelight Aaaaaaaw .. that was great.
makes showering with candlelight mood!

The mail I got after that was so .. yes do not know, it seemed to me bitchy and moody and "Oh, but do what you want is, I do not care whether you come or not!" before
And then I was unsure, but I still went over. When I came over

, he was just finished a shower, was the Bed cover and then has eaten something.
I felt so stupid and I considered whether I should leave. Then he began to tell, because of work, etc. Oh, and he wanted for lunch even know if I already have my phone ... can I find a degree, because he has checked mail again and he said that his iPhone is sooo useful and could therefore also call-mails when I write him
Haha, I tell you I am the spam-Kö ; Queen
* * grml He admitted right away that I'm sometimes a bit annoying ..! Yes I know, but I need my Daily Dose # MrSexy so much so he must live with the spam I mean, hello?
I have now then a cell phone and there are not worse. * * Evilgrin
I Have you already erzääääääääählt? I've bought a cell phone and ne D1 card. The mobile phone is the same what my Mom - in PINK! # Tussi_Handy_Alarm
Yes my God. If Anja down ne new camera, I'd like to buy her and which is also pink .. must be so totally color-match * giggle *

* sigh * It was so bad .. I felt like a little kid .. Then began
clown but he has again and I would then net really, because I had the feeling .. well, that I'm too fat and annoying him and that he did net me really want to have here.
But he was soo sweet!
And he's so incredibly warm, soft hands and .. HACH!

For yesterday I had decided that at last I am never so instead and that I also let go and just me, but you know .. I can not!
I love to sleep with him, feel him and hach .. his hair, I love his hair! * Giggle *
I was back then, totally cramped and consider whether I do everything right as he was really lovely and has sought ... but then did and then took the initiative and it was just beautiful.

Hihi, I've discovered his appendix scar and watching him in secret.
He is so incredibly quiet and everything, and I just wanted to know if he has any fun with it .. I think it shows people of NEM and OH MY GOD! * Kneel down and worship the ground on which it runs *... So sweeet ... My Sweetie is a connoisseur and very sweet, I find that when we sleep together, his neck is all red .. * Giggle *

Hach and languishes and wants same again! # Nimmersatt
.. ne is not true. But true enough. I just can not get enough of him to touch and see and smell it ...
Yesterday's was also very funny after sex. I've caressed him, kissed his face and neck and then he looks at me and asks me if it was nice for me.
Wow?? The question has me confused. How will the knowledge that he has never wanted to know God and angels, of course.
Well after he then called me an example (Something that really want to hear absolutely NO woman hangs up * * hysterical voice), but I knew what he was.
So he actually does say to me, because I was totally confused and did not know what the question should be "My wife always said ...." old Swede!
in. Was that the total punch in the middle. Argh .. anywhere, but I at least knew what he meant and God, so embarrassing!
He wanted to know so if I "come" and I am exactly that's with me when I'm with him the problem.
It is not because of him. He is wonderful and sensitive. affectionate, persistent, but I can not let go.
I feel like a virgin who is afraid to make what is wrong and so did approximately I's also told him ...
It's not that I do it on purpose, I'm only just so mega super excited and then ...

Hachja and in the end we came to the conclusion that I'm thinking too much and am a little pain in the neck * giggle * YES
and his wife, he also mentioned again .... "" "$ * /%(&=(?)(?(/=)/(&(/(=?)/" In her own head cinema NEN tantrum and gets smashed furniture *

know But you, the feeling was so stupid, so I am very grateful because that this incident has resulted in sending you what, what tells me that it has changed.
He loves me not, and probably still will probably still not a relationship, but it is intensifying.
he was sorry for his wife, because I told him if he even mentioned it yet, what is absolutely nothing, so soon after the sex, then I'm angry, but he said he needed the just as an example and it was interested in him if it is so well with me and then he said that if he dot dot dot (ROFL.. Schatzi is my ability to learn) would still love her, then he would not with I sleep!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw
This is a good sign right? And I now officially a one-night stand ... I am more * Dev spin to listen to .. *
Hach .. He was so wonderful and then it was so different this time.
First he talks to me about music, whether I have or know the band. Then we went to movies, where I also met once again put my foot .. but because I love horror movies and straight, things like "Saw" and "Hostel" gug I like to, because what else I did not shudder and even then I'm too jaded ...
J hates such films but because he said he finds the bad, because people find such cool movies should see what he has to get perspective ... such as when a man was run over by nem train and is in a thousand fragments on the train tracks ... Oopsie.
not have considered that such things also to the police work is.

We then NEN Sun Pixa watched a piece of film .. He was totally sweet and cute. Manno I would like to see the finished, but I was tired, J was tired and I thought it was so cute how he has watched me watching the TV ...
HA, girls, I know now why J "Prince of Persia" * lol * The added he bought for his children!
If my dad to buy me "Prince of Persia", I marry the man immediately * ROFLMAO *

We then went a smoke, have spoken bissi and then I'm over after by Siggi's House is creeping ...

You see what I mean when I say it has changed? A.
he asks me if it was nice for me
as he is sensitive to my feelings
C. We talk and watch movies after sex!
I mean seriously, otherwise That's it .. Kasper, sex, smoking, go home ... You see the difference right?

I do not know where this leads, but I know that I love him every day more and that I adore and never want to lose him! NIE
me yesterday, the real heart almost broke when he told me he said the end of February is a week away and then again after a week and somehow then again ..
Waaaaaaaaaaah. How I can survive for 3 weeks without him??
Hach and he wanted to know when I have my cell phone so I can not even be as annoying * lol *

Hihi, was also very funny with Siggi.
It was already 0.30 when I clock 'm home and we had previously heard that someone sneaks through the house .. That was Siggi been.
When I'm home, he grumbles and ignored me. I so "Naaa, why have you been over there and did not go off!" He
so "grml, grml .. rumzick * I've only got Jessica's shoes! "
aaalright so I left him. Then when I'm in the bed, he said that we had been standing at the door and listened, and that J would have even sent home only because he has seen it, so S über'n balcony has watched.
Pah, no net true. it's crazy!

But good to know that he secretly watching us! Tzzzzz
So you sweet, I go get smoke quickly. Keep your fingers crossed that Siggi nothing happens when he goes to Werkt instead. The fact is the bank card and money and also I have to do bulk buying tomorrow * * evilgrin

PS: Do you know why men are police officers?
- So you do not like on it is as bad in reality .. so pure of deception and camouflage, because you think so, "Oh, the police, your friend and helper!" Tzzzz Total
by the looks I got! ;)